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not your juliet Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am. the crowd Adeline Aini Amalina Aminah Amirah Fadzli Faradea Hamid Hanes Indra Jasma Jenny Jordon Jun Jie Liana Mizah Nad Sabrina Sherry Shiing Sophia Suhaila Syafiqah Sylvia Thomas Tobi spit it out ShoutMix chat widget never look back and regret March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, June 29, 2009 Sometimes you gonna break and breathe. It was the first day of a new semester but it was saddening enough that I couldn't attend school due to having an MC for today. So I'm only allowed to go school from tomorrow onwards. I thought I could start afresh on this new term but I was devastated when I received the news that we had a change of timetable. Okay that wasn't the devastating part. This is the one; electives will be held 4 days a week!? Omg seriously I've had enough of art during the hols. I have the thought of enduring it for a month but now I have to go through further exhaustion? Fine, do whatever you want, eventhough it kills me. Let's put that aside. I called Farhana after school regarding the new timetable and tomorrow will be similar to the usual Tuesdays. Only the fact that Phy is replaced with Geog and additional of Lights lessons. I'm hoping, okay no, praying hard that tomorrow will be a good start to study as I assumed that today there wasn't much of teaching and stuffs. Oh yes, it's finally the 8th. Thank you for tolerating me and my nonsense. Your love has been the most lightest feeling yet the heaviest debt I ever owed you in my whole life. I love you so much (: Goognight readers. Sunday, June 28, 2009 I'm up to nothing right now, except for plugging my ears to Beyonce's songs. School wil reopen tomorrow. It's the start of a new term but remain having the inevitable mindset; to study hard for O's. Too bad I can't be present on the first day of Term 3 as I'm on MC for a day, though I'm feeling much better. This is to ensure that teachers won't start asking me questions and stuffs like that so it's better to stay at home, following the doctor's advice and have a good rest for a speedy recovery. I'm sure most of us are dreading to go back to school. I admit, I'm reluctant too but I have to in order to excel for the upcoming prelims as well as O's. Other than that, will be heading to Causeway with Sherry in the evening to enlarge our final artwork so that we can start on our project work soon. Yay, finally. Today is so mundane and it's raining right now, like finally. These few days has been scorching hot like &*^(* and good thing the rain came by to cool us done. Cool. Okay I guess this is it. Take care people. (: PS: A day to the 8th. Saturday, June 27, 2009 I'm down with a flu but I'm alright after popping in a pill from the doctor and had a good nap. Initially, supposed to head to JB today but my flu stopped me. This is also for safety purposes. I'm very tired now. Okay bye. Friday, June 26, 2009 Is this the moment where I look you in the eyes? I'm ecstatic that I've finally meet up with my two dearest cousins. It's been long sonce the three of us hung out together. This is also because I won't be present for tomorrow's function for my newborn nephew as I'll be in Johor for my cousin's engagementy from my father's side. That's the reason why I met up with my cousin, in case we'll not have time to do so since school is starting soon. I really enjoyed today's "reunion" and we definitely did alot of catching up, as well as had our laughs as always. I'm pretty sad that the sensational pop singer; Michael Jackson has passed away. It was so sudden as we didn't hear much of him til today. He was a successful and admirable [erson but it had to end so soon. I bet people all over the world are grieving over his death. Whatever it is, I'm sure he'll rest in peace as his songs will always be heard and his voice will be etchied in our minds. Okay, I'm missing him already. Goodnight poeple. Thursday, June 25, 2009 I'm practically lazy to post about today but here's what I have to say; I Love You, Man was awesome and spending the day with him was more than awesome. Goodnight. Wednesday, June 24, 2009 Lucky in my life. Hello people. I'm currently watching Boys Over Flowers and now proceeding to episode 13 now. I know, I'm slow and some people have even complete watching the show. Nevermind, I still have plenty of time. Anyway, I have no idea why I'm watching it online when I can watch it every Saturday on Channel U. Maybe I have the urge to know what will happen next and stuffs like that. The anxiety just kept going. Lol. Other than that, I was being a good girl today (?). I studied chapter 5 of SS and helped my mother in cooking lunch. Also, I did spring cleaning in my closet, where I clear the clothes that I don't wish to wear anymore. Sounds weird but accept it cause that was what I did today. Haha. No initial plan today so I'll just stick at home. Will be going out on a date with him tomorrow as we've not met for a week I guess. I'll leave it to him on where we should go cause I've run out of places to go. any suggestions people? Haha. Can't wait for his hug tomorrow. Alright I'll stop here. Wanna proceed to BOF. Have a good day ahead people. Tuesday, June 23, 2009 Reach out as far as you can. Hello people. I had a wonderful time today with my girlfriends. It feels as if we didn't meet for a decade. Lol. We head to so many places and camwhored til the memory card o Nad's camera went low. My legs are so loose that it can come out anytime. Haha kidding. One of the places we went was Marina Square and went window shopping. It's good to be around them as we've not been hanging together for quite awhile. I had full of laughs even at the slightest or lamest things. However, all that fun has come to an end. That always happen when you have plenty of fun; time passes by so fast. I wish to meet them up again. I love you girls, whole lot. Anyway, I'll upload the photos as soon as I get it from Nad. Oh yes, I got a new laptop. A notebook to be specific. I'm not sure if it's entirely mine but when I got home, it was placed on my bed. Doesn't that mean anything? Haha. But whatever it is, it'll be a challenge to me. Cause why? It'll be a distraction to me whenever I need to slog. It was hard for me to get the computer out of my sight and with the presence of the laptop, I'll bet it'll be harder. Still, I need to overcome this and prioritise mt studies no matter what. I'll take this laptop as a motivation? Lol, hopefully. Alright, I am tired. Goognight people. (: Monday, June 22, 2009 Such a huge ego. Hello earthlings. First and foremost, Happy Father's Day to my dearest dad (belated). I LOVE YOU TO THE CORE. Secondly, I get to watch Ghost of Girlfriends Past yesterday and I love it! Two thumbs up! It was a lesson learnt for a playboy like Mead Connor in the movie. I never want to be like any of the broken-hearted girls in the movie and hopefully, my love will never ever ever ever ever ever do that to me. Lol. Well, I know he won't. (: Thirdly, I went back to school today for art lesson. It was mundane as I didn't do much but I'm glad that I'm left with a bit more before I can proceed to my project work. Can't believe I've done so much within a month. Thank God I'm still alive. Fourth, I'm extremely excited with tomorrow's outing with my darling girls. It's been such a long time since the five of us hung out together. It's about time that we do. Haha. I have no idea what to wear but let's just pick a theme for tomorrow's outfit: COMFORTABLE. Lol. I'm looking forward for endless joy and fun tomorrow. Fifth, I need the extension of another week of school holidays badly, PLEASE! Alright, goodnight. (: Saturday, June 20, 2009 Hold me close, and never let go. Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, I'm currently at my cousin's place and will be sleeping over for a night. She keeps bragging about me accompanying her tonight so yes, I gave in. The same goes to my mom. Haha. So I guess I'll be sleeping late today due to her presence. Lol. Maybe do some catching up and a movie before bed? Let's see how it goes. Goodnight readers. PS: I miss him, bloody much (: Friday, June 19, 2009 Baby I'm helpless. I think I'm addicted to Korean dramas. NOOOOOOOOOO! I'm currently hooked on Boys Over/Before Flowers. Geum Jandi resembles Agnes Monica to me, and Gu Jun Pyo is hot. Ahhhhhhhhhh nooooooooooooooooo! I'm getting on with episode 11 now. Thursday, June 18, 2009 In a sea of people, there is only you. I went to school for art and today was the first time ever I went home early which was like, around 3pm? 3PM LAH SIAAAAAAA! I never dared to say what time I'll leave cause I know I'll always get dragged to do more and thereby, time will passed til late but today was a miracle! Lol. However, I still have to do my art at home and planning to go again on Monday. Hopefully that will be the last one before school reopens. Haaaaaaaaaaaaa, school hols are gonna end soon?!?!?!?!?!?! I've not had enough lehhhhhhh. Tsk. Right after art class, I went home and out again to meet him. Everything was all short planned. Our initial plan was to head to the library to do our holiday assignments and reviison. Suddenly, we had the urge to go to the movies in less than 2 hours. We didn't even really study like hardcore. So, we did. Haha. And we watched Drag Me To Hell. It was ooooookay lah. There were alot of shocking scenes which made my scream die in my throat. Also, there were funny scenes too, even during an argument. The whole cinema just burst in laughters. Lol. Overall, today wasa great, though it was a last minute plan. So, I think I'm gonna stick at home tomorrow and do some revisions? Hopefully (: Gooooooooooooodnight. Wednesday, June 17, 2009 What would my mama do if she knew about me and you. I had a fabulous time yesterday with the chick above. Its been eons since we last met and the day had finally come. We did alot of catching up and hell yeah, we laughed more than we talk, as usual. Went to several places and something freaky happened to me. I don't wish to let it out cause it'll be so humiliating and disgusting at the same time too. As it is the GSS season, I was green in envy. When clothes were not on sale, I have plenty of cash but when it's on sale, I'm totally broke. How I wish I could just walk in a shop, for example Forever 21, pick the clothes I adore and just walk off. Lol, that will never happen. Unless I could have "THE CARD", whereby I would just give the card, sign and done. Gosh, I'll have to wait for a long long time for that to come true. Other than that, I went back to school on Monday, as well as today for you know what. I think my fingers are gonna break loose any time soon cause it really hurts. Whenever I hold a penknife in my hand and start carving, the pain just came but I forced myself to do it. However, I'm elated than I'm currently at the sixth board now. Woohoo, that's a relief. Therefore, I can either choose to stop there or proceed to the seventh board. I'll consider but most probably I'll stop at the seventh. Will be going back tomorrow. ): Due to this, I get tired easily and I won;t do my revision. I feel so guilty. I guess I'm gonna spot subjects instead of studying everything. Maybe I'll just do revisions on the weaker subjects, which is Maths(duh) and SS is a MUST. I've covered half of the healthcare topic and I guess I'm only reading through Venice cause I seriously have no idea about that topic. I'll end it here. And here's a photo of Jordon during art class just now. Atiqah was bored and decided to find fault with others. Goodnight readers (: Sunday, June 14, 2009 You and I will make love endlessly. Hello there. I'm supposed to be in bed right now as I'll need to wake up early tomorrow but I just need to update what I did today. First and foremost, I am sooooooo glad that he's back. I miss him so much, though he went away for a day. Maybe I was too used to texting him that I had the urge to text him even when he was overseas. Hahaha I know, so melodramatic. I didn't step out of the house today, so I did my art and I managed to finish the papercut for my fifth board. I'm also done with one out of five chem worksheets. Coolios. My cousin came over in the afternoon for a visit and accompanied me while I was doing my art. Aw, thank you for your time and "sacrifice" to come by. You must be thrilled that I'm praising you right in my blog. Haha. I guess that's it. I'm turning in soon and I want to dream about........ We'll see about that (: Goodnight. Saturday, June 13, 2009 I'm permanent. Well hello there people. I'm feeling ecstatic right now cause I managed to complete both my SS and Geog holiday assignments and Physics too. At least I'm down with one subject and I'm left with two weeks to complete my other subjects. So I headed to the library with Sherry to complete my assignments then had lunch at Banquet where the both of us had Ban Mian. Accompanied Sherry to Admiralty to get her printed artist references then off to my house. Other than that, I had a haircut yesterday. Lol. Not much of changes. Only the fact that my fringe is way shorter. It doesn't look how I want it to be but it's moderate to me; not too nice and not too bad. I also visited my cousin yesterday to take a look at my new born niece. SHOOOOOO CUTEZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ! Her name is kind of weird, just like mine but I like. Haha. I bet she'll grow bigger in no time as I won't see her much. I'm currently feeling so lonely cause firstly, no one's at home and secondly, he's away. The good thing is, he'll be back tomorrow. Lol. Shucks, I'm missing him already. Sigh. It's okay, I'll find things to do to stop me from thinking of him. He must be having a hell of good time right now :/ No plans tomorrow, so I'm planning to do my art which I've not touched since Thursday. Gosh, I'm such a bad person to neglect my art. Well, I needed to get away from art for awhile after being stuck with it for three days straight. If I'm not able to do so, then I'll need to read through my SS notes, as well as completing other assignments, especially Chemistry. ): I'm freaking in love with this choreo. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Okay I'm done here. Have a good evening. xoxo Friday, June 12, 2009 And the darkness is a clear view cause you've come to rescue me. I had a good time yesterday with dearest. Though something happened which spoilt my look and almost spoilt my day at the start of the date, I managed to ignore it and spend a bloody good time with him. No point fretting, cause it's him I prioritised yesterday. Our legs almost got loose due to endless walkings here and there. Anyway, thank you Love. I love you <3 I'll be meeting him again later to pass him the MP3. That'll be the last time I'll get a good look on him before he heads overseas on the weekends ): I have no plan today. Therefore, I'm going to start on my assignments etc. I did a timetable last night on what to do each day. As today is Friday, I have planned to complete my physics worksheets and draw designs on my fifth board by today. I will also need to study one SS chapter per week. Hence for this week, I'll be studying on Venice. Though I'm reluctant to start revising, I have to force myself no matter what cause by the end of the day, I'll know that I've done something rather than nothing which brings a sense of satisfaction. It will bring benefit to my holidays too, so that when the new semester starts, I'm well prepared. It's 11.13am and he's not awake yet. In fact, almost everyone is not awake yet. Lol. I'm bored. It's okay, I'll go Youtube-ing then. Have a good day ahead people. Thursday, June 11, 2009 His diamonds. It's 8.26 in the morning and I'm already using the comp. No wait, I should still be in bed, sleeping like a pig but I guess I've had enough rest. I've been working hard and very busy with my art coursework for the past three days. However, all those efforts are paid off, cause I'm already at my fifth board. There'll be no more art for the rest of the week but I'll have to consult Tok Guru regularly throughout the remaining two weeks. Can't believe it's already the second week of the hols and I'm left with another two weeks to complete the assigmnents which is piling up. So far, I've touched on my chem but halfways. Haha. Hopefully by the end of this week, I need to at least complete my SS essay and maybe abit of geog. If I'm too lazy, then art is the only thing I'll have to touch on. Gosh, I feel that my fingers are going to break any time sooner. This is due to doing papercuts, which is inevitable of using fingers. After working my ass off for the past three days, it's time I let off some steam and clear my mind. I'll be having a date later and I'm looking forward to it. I just want a day's rest, plus fun and relaxation at the same time. I know he could fulfil those wishes of mine. Anyway, he'll be out of the country during the weekends so it'll somehow be my last time meeting him before he goes. Don't worry, I know he'll be back in a jiffy. Look at how globalised this song is and how the hell it became popular all over the worldddddddddd. I've been listening to this song during my intensive art cause a few classmates just LOVEEEE this song, so I had no choice but to just let the song enter my ears. Enjoy the vid below! Monday, June 8, 2009 You're way too beautiful boy. Will be meeting Sherry in about half an hours time. Though my art slot starts form 1pm, I decided to go early to get my stationaries and maybe buy some food/tidbits to munch while in the art room. Lol. I swear I can grow double if this goes on. Anyway, I had a wondrous night last night. Initially, I'm supposed to meet him in the day just for awhile but it turns out that we needed each other's company and I headed to his hometown to spend the night with him. Of course, saying that I had a good time is inevitable. Not only that, he just lovessss teasing me. He's a great one. ILY. Sunday, June 7, 2009 Sweet about you. Sorry for the disappearance. I've been busy with school, as well as attending such activities like the PCD Concert and Dance Camp. First and foremost, THE PCD CONCERT WAS UTTERLY AWESOME! I WNA GO AGAINNNNNNNNNN! Though Jessica was not present as she fractured herself, the other four pussycats still made it all happen! The indoor stadium turned out to be like a nightclub. Even my mom get up on her feet and dance the night away. Lol. Gosh, it was the most greatest experience ever in my whole life. I want to go to more such concerts in future, insyaallah. I attended the dance camp but didn't overnight on Friday. I had a blast with the seniors around. It feels like a dance reunion, along with the juniors. Had dinner and for the first time, it tasted good. They had several games played at night which was a dance competition and treasure hunt, followed by a night walk. It was not scary, but hilarious instead. Lol. I had a great night. Thanks to Hanis parents for sending me home, I was back home safe and sound. My weekend was mundane. Didn't step out of the house at all. However, I'll be meeting him for awhile later on. We've been busy with our own stuffs this week that we don't even get the chance to text each other. The whole of next week will be entirely booked for art, except for Thursday. Hopefully I'll get to at least complete 5 boards and start on my project work as I've already got my final artwork layout. I'll be thriving hard during the June hols. I've got loads of homework and assignments awaiting me. At the same time, I'll have short fun on several days. Oh god, please save me. PS: Your twinkling eyes are even brighter than the stars shimmering at night. Wednesday, June 3, 2009 I've come with something new every single time I sit and reminisce. I'm more lethargic than yesterday. However, I'm happier than yesterday cause I've completed my third board and currently on the fourth now. At last. Will be having the last art lesson tomorrow before the intensive art week next week. Hopefully I'll be able to complete at least up to the sixth, or fifth board. I had full of laughs in the art room just now with the company of Liana, Atiqah and Lydia. Guess what? The PCD Concert is tomorrow (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). OOOOOHHHHH I CAN'T WAIT WAIT WAIT LAH! I think I'm wearing plain and simple; tank top and leggings, hair bunned up plus either shoes or sandals. Or who knows I might change my mind soon. Alright, today will be a very short post cause I'm really vex and tire out. I've got another long day tomorrow and hope that it'll be a good day. Bye. Tuesday, June 2, 2009 I want nobody else but you. Today was tiring. It was the first day of the revision week. We did practical during chem lesson and I burnt my hand. I didn't realised that the bunsen burner was on when I was reaching for a test tube. Thankfully, Farhana, my lab partner, came to my rescue by applying some medication on it and it's all good. Mr Ong gave out a few, okay maybe alot, of assignments that is to be done during the June hols. Hopefully I won't have difficulties doing the worksheets as I've practised and revised on the topics alot of the time. In fact, they're among my favourite topics, I guess. I can be sure that I'll struggle doing the topic on Qualitative Analysis. Haha. Other than that, school was mundane towards the end. Art was hectic. Though we're in the room for hours, I managed to complete a sum of artwork. I guess I'm only left with pasting for my third board before I can officially proceed to the forth. I'll be able to have a good rest tomorrow afternoon as there is no art. However, there'll be another one on Thursday, followed by the PCD concert afterwards, so I'll be going straight as art will end late. Okay, now I'm feeling excited again. Lol. I'm out of words now and I'm missing him so much. Goodnight humans. Labels: My heart only beats for you. Monday, June 1, 2009 Your beautiful mind. I felt those nerves almost protruding out of my skin. The tension was nerve-wrecking. I don't wish to look back. I don't wish to know my regrets. Yes, I broke down as if it's the end of the world. All that I know is, I tried my very best. It was a tough paper. In fact, it was the hardest paper I've ever done in my entire life. I had difficulties answering the questions, especially for paper 2. Tears flooded in my eyelids but I held back. However, it didn't stay for long. Okay let's talk about something happy now. Alright, maybe not. Though the June hols has arrived, the graduating classes has extension classes, followed by courseworks til late afternoon, or reaching evening. For the art students, the second week will be booked for art, only, the entire week. Yes, I know, can die. What to do? Just do. The PCD Concert is in 3 days time. I'm not feeling so excited cause I'm still fretting over just now's paper. Let's hope I'll have a good sleep tonight and have a good day tomorrow alright? And the following day too, and so on. I need a breaaaaatherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Goodnight. I just wanna be numb I don't wanna feel a thing I don't want reality Actually, reality stinks