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not your juliet Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am. the crowd Adeline Aini Amalina Aminah Amirah Fadzli Faradea Hamid Hanes Indra Jasma Jenny Jordon Jun Jie Liana Mizah Nad Sabrina Sherry Shiing Sophia Suhaila Syafiqah Sylvia Thomas Tobi spit it out ShoutMix chat widget never look back and regret March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Saturday, March 28, 2009 I stay in love with you. Had dance early in the morning and I was dragging myself to school. Once I got into the hall, I kept yawning and "rested" my eyes. Haha. After warm-up, I was set to go and do my thing when it was somehow shattered. The instructor decided to change the song. At first, I was quite delighted cause it's not a remixed one but as soon as I heard the song, my smile went upside down. It was effortless and when I think back, it doesn't suit neither the costume nor the make-up as well as the synopsis. I can tell someone is totally pissed off. Well, not only me. Everyone was putting their effort to get used with the previous song and here she is now, changing her mind 3 weeks before the judgement day. I really have no faith in getting Gold, I swear. I know I shouldn't say this but it's true. Alright, enough said. I had an awesome Saturday with him. I'm lazy to elaborate but just some highlights. He was a naughty boy and his hair kept getting out of place. Overall, he kept making me laugh my heart out throughout the day and drew a smile on my face. So much things happened and it was all unforgettable. Unfortunately, the sun had to set and night came. How time flies. Dear, I'm loving you more! (: PS: Happy Fifth in advance. I love you (: Friday, March 27, 2009 Kiss me through the phone. At last, I could have the computer all to myself! Omg, can't believe that it's already Friday. How time flies. So, school was okay. Had three free periods due to two teachers being absent. I used the time to complete my summary and the compre leftover questions and I did! No initial plan for the weekend except for having dance practice on a Saturday morning. So, I'll be spending both days completing my art and homeworks, as well as some revision. I'm not being kan-chiong okay? Bet you'll think I'm siao, wanting to start revision so soon even when MYE is not drawing year, and it's only the first week of Term 2. So what? I want to do well. The only solution to having good results is to study hard. Apart form MYE, SYF is also reaching. Again, how time flies. We've finally got our costume and tried it out. One word; SOLEMN. I swearrrrrrrr. Idk whether to like it or not cause in the end, I still have to dance with it. Gosh, how I envy the malay dancers having so much colours and accessories on their costume. Still, we have to be as outstanding as the malay dance. So, the vid above consist of two very talented ladies known as Erin and Roxanne aka Rinrox or Rin on the Rox. I first knew them through the Ellen Show and since then, I feel in love with their soothing vocals combined together to form a harmonic and symphonic voice. Without any singing lessons or whatsoever, they're already famous because of what they've done; recording thmeselves singing and being the top hit on Youtube. Gosh, they rock. Currently plugging my ears with the song "Everybody Knows" by John Legend and this is yet another great song by him. Okay I'm gonna have my lunch now. Toodles (: Oh yes, before I forget, I just wanna wish HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO NURHAMIZAH BTE ABDUL MALIK! Woah, you're so small yet you're older than me already?! Haha, joking babe. May all your wishes come true and may you be blessed with lots of loveeeeee! I bet your wishes are fulfilled as you have a date! Haha, hope you'll have a great birthday celebration. I love you babe! (: Wednesday, March 25, 2009 If this isn't love, tell me what it is. I'm totally glad that SS test is finally over. However, I have no confidence that I'm gonna pass it with flying colours(?!). I've been doing quite badly for SS since the start of the year. Gah, gotta buck up. I thought I was going to die and will never see the world ever again. I felt that I was almost struck by the lightning and there was a white flash appeared right in front of me, followed by the loud thrilling cound of thunder. I could still recall vividly how the lightning looked like. Alhamdulillah, IM SAFE! Gahahahah. This is only a short post as I'm plain lazy. Just a short highlight on tomorrow. it's gonna be another long and tiring day due to having dance in the afternoon. Ah wish me wellll. Goodnight! Monday, March 23, 2009 Guarantee that I'll be fine. Hello hello. I know, it's been almost a week I didn't update. Well, it was because I was busy completing my holiday assignments and even if I had the time to do so, I didn't have anything much to say. Lol. Though it's a new term, nothing changed. SST/Remedial will resume as per normal tomorrow. Grr. Timetable and what nots remains unchange, which is better of course. Gosh, I have so much to do yet I have no idea what it is. I know this is crap but seriously. I bet it doesn't only happen to me but others too can sometimes feel that you need to do something but no idea what it was. Nothing much happened today eventhough it's the start of a new term, except for the fact that there was some changes in seat arrangement. Unfortunately, I was not being made to make a move to other places. Ahh I want the side and idk why. Nevermind about that. Tomorrow is going to be a long frigging tiring mundane lethargic day. Longer timetable plus SST/rem followed by dance(??) Omg, when will I ever have time for myself? Well, maybe not. Okay, so I have to make full use of the time NOW to enjoy myself? Hell no, I got geog mindmap to be completed and I'll be studying for my SS test tonight and tomorrow night which is held on a Wednesday morning. I think I need vitamins and boosters too. Wednesday, March 18, 2009 I want you to know that you're the only one for me. Stickwitu - This is random post, frigging random I tell you. Lol. So, the vid above is dedicated specially to him. No words could describe how much I love him deeply. My life has been rich and colourful since he entered my heart. He's always full of surprises(can be either good or bad, but mostly good,lol). He never ever fails to make me draw a smile on my face. Most importantly, I'm blessed to have him. Fate, thanks (inside story). Lol. I have no idea how he captured my heart but who cares? He's mine now. Haha. Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stickwitu. _____________________________________________________________________________________________ Okay, so I had several classes in the morning and omg, I was frigging tired and sleepy. I didn't feel good at all when I woke up and I can assume that this is was due to yesterday's strenuous dance practice which got everyone breathless and vexed. Gah, and I'm having it again tomorrow (!!!!!!!!?) *freaks out* So, I just woke up from my one and a half hour nap, but still, it didn't help cause I feel equally terrible like how I first felt in the morning. Whatever it is, I'm gna force myself to do my assignments tonight. Let's put it this way. Hmmm, at least complete my geog workbk plus passage B for compre? *long silence* I'll update you on that. Lol. Let's pray that I won't be so lazy and keep dragging it to the weekends. Hah, no way! Okay, I'm gonna continue getting my sufficient rest now til night before I start doing the killer assignments/hwks. Haha bye (: Tuesday, March 17, 2009 Down by the water we will. So, it was a mundane Monday yesterday, as usual. Had several classes in the morning and I paid attention in all the classes hokay! Lol. Well, I just wanted to get the classes over and done with as I have a movie date with him in the afternoon. As said, I met him at the MRT station and without giving him a chance to say anything, I throw myself to him and gave him an "immediate" hug. Gosh, when was the last time I did that? Haha. In fact, that was the first. Haha. Headed to VivoCity and booked two tickets to "Race to Witch Mountain". Gladly to say, it was AWESOMEEEEEEE! It's all worth it, eventhough we got like the third row. It's wayyyyyy better. Haha. Before proceeding in the cinema, we had our lunch at Pastamania, as he was yearning to try out there. And, it was average as I prefer Mad Jack though. Lol. So, what's next? Breeks? Haha. After the movie, walked around and went to velocity at Novena to get himself a pair of shoes. Hah, good choice! :D Overall, it was a great date, as usual. I love you baby! :D However, I could not stay happy for long as I was too tired to smile. Today's dance practice was hectic like F. Every single one of us felt like dying and the instructor made us do the dance three times without stopping(!??) She claims that she was training on our stamina. Well, I gotta say, it wasn't any much of a help cause the energy level just gets lower and lowwwwwwwwwwer. Gah, i can't believe this. First, the tolerance of criticism and secondly, the instructor being a huge pain? Ahhhhhhhhhh, when will this end?! Help me ): Sunday, March 15, 2009 F The only way to destress myself other than dancing is to watch others dancing. Maybe that's how I improve myself by learning from the better and experienced dancers. Gosh, yesterday's dance practice was such a demoralising one. I felt so dreadful and most importantly, I felt like quitting. Maybe that'll make the someone have a pinch of what its like to be compared and accused of not trying hard (??). Think you're so good? Well, you're only good in differeciating the good and bad ones instead of giving words of encouragement. All of us are equally putting our best to get the target YOU want us to get. In the end, the school and YOU gets the credit, not US, the dancers who had a part to play of getting the award. Oh well, I guess there might not be any awards for us as YOU are predicting that we won't get any. I'm sure YOU have the confidence that other group will get something for the school, way better than us. So what if their's has a storyline and we don't. Its a dance, and you don't need a story to tell a dance. It's not even in the criteria that the dance has to be told in a form of a story. All in all, the most hurtful part was, SHE overheard your conversation which somehow made her feel sad. However, she still plastered a smile on her face so as not to make it obvious that she overheard YOU and your dumb words. Gosh, can't believe there's such people in this world. All you do is criticise and blame others even when they're not in the wrong. Stop pretending that you're such a innocent and goody-good person. You need some soul-searching. Here's some of my fav dance vids which inspires me, A WHOLE LOT!. And I simply lovee lyrical hip hop. It's just a way of expressing one's soul. Gah. I want to be like any one of them one day. And this is my all time favourite (: Friday, March 13, 2009 The climb. As promised, here are the photographs from Yanie's DSLR, and this is not all okay. There's too much of it and I only picked the best ones (: So, it was the last day of school for Term 1 and proceeding to the one week holiday. However, I've prepared for this moment to arrive. My holidays are burnt for supplementary classes, as well as dance training as SYF are drawing near. Sheesh, so sucky. But oh well, I'm still gonna attend the classes for my own benefit. Had a mini class celebration after school for the January to March. Hah, i can bet they won't celebrate birthday baies from November and December. And i'm ont of the victim ): Surprisingly, I was full. Almost everyone contributed to the celebration by brging along their own food and the cake was contributed by Mrs Seah, which she ordered but I took it. Lol. It was greattttttt. Not only do I have to attend classes and what nots during the one week hols, I also have to complete tons of homeworks given. Gah, this will kill me instantly. Ah Ika, stop complaining! Positive, positive. Breatheeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'm just looking forward to Monday, okay? Muahahahahahaha :D . . . . . . . . . . . . . Goooooooooodnighttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Tuesday, March 10, 2009 I'm so gay today (: How about you??????????? Sunday, March 8, 2009 I can't hurt you even if you hurt me. The photographs above was taken yesterday. Had a girls outing with the pretty gems from class. A total of seven girls (Me, Sherry, Soph, Yanie, Ama, Mizah and Farhana) went and we headed to Mad Jack for lunch. I admit, I had purrrrrrrrre fun. Okay, not only me alright. I bet each and every one of them had their own blast too. So, I ordered the "Tallest Burger In Town" and godddddddddd, I was famished waiting for the food to arrive. Eventually, I was full and bloated but surprisingly, I managed to finish everything up! Unlike the previous one I went to Mad Jack with him, both of us can't finich our meals. Lol. Maybe its due to having experiences and you'll know what to expect so you'll just whallop everything in. Okay I'm talking bullshit. Lol. Anyway, these are not the only photographs okay. This are only from Soph's mini DSLR. More of it from Yanie's DSLR. Gahhhhhh, I can't wait to have it allllllllllllllllllllllllll. Once I get them, I'll upload them ayeeeeeeeee. Had dance parctice before the outing and it was straining and stretching me death. As I had the practice in the hall, I was perspiring profusely. And I really mean, non-stop, just like a pig. Hah! At last, the dance is completed and all we have to do now for the rest of the one month left is to do strenuous polishing, plus getting used to the music with its complicated rhythm. Our SYF Judgement day will be on the 14th of April (if I'm not wrong) while the Malay dance have theirs of the 6th. So, I'm practically freaking out cause we have a month left to get everythg done just to get that freaking Gold bar. Haha. I'm not confisent of getting Gold but I'll be trying my best to achieve it. Okay, noe me, but us. No matter how much I loathed the lower sec being in the SYF due to their attitudes and lack of experience, I still have to guide and tolerate them for the sake of dance society. As a senior, I'll be humble okay? Kasi chance ah. . . . . . Okay goodbye people. PS: I miss him soooooooooo much like hfdvgfhjkhgbjfsguie! Friday, March 6, 2009 Go to heyyyyyyyy-l. Though common tests are over, it somehow didn't stop me from studying hard (very surprising). Even if I'm satisfied with my results, the points counted are not eligible for the course that I desired, plus its beyond my aim. Putting my all in everything has tire me out. When will this endddddddddddddddd????? Relaxxxxxx, a few more months in hardship and I'm out of here. Gosh, can't wait for that moment. However, I'll have to go through the pain and stresses before everything is finally overrrrrr. School was hyper today. Don't knw why. Maybe it's because of the people being hyper plus the activities held which makes it more hyper. In the morning, I was being presented as the Best Student of The Month and yes, I had to walk down the aisle to take my certificate. Gosh, you don't know how much I trembled even for the sake of claiming my certificate. And I wanna thank my class for cheering me when my name was being called up. (: PE was ge-reat! Eventhough we've been playing the same game, it just excites me every week and I'll be so anticipated. I tried my hardest to be sporty and participate in the game and I did. It feels........... nice. Haha, you know, when your teammate passed the ball to you and you managed to catch it plus passin it to another team. There's a sense of teamwork. Well, it wasn't all about seriousness. Euphoria and even laughters was burst into the air due to some hilarious moments made by classmates. Now I'm all alone at home. If only... Take care peopollllllllllllllllll. Wednesday, March 4, 2009 Like a piece of driftwood floating in the middle of the sea. Yes I knowwwwwwwww, I've not been updating. Sorry lah. I've been facing ups and downs of life these few days. Whether be it good or bad, I still have to face the music. Few issues are the matters of the heart, but it all turned out good. Some were just freaking stupid misjudgements which they also dragged me in the situation. Now my name is all dirty and you better clear it up. Such immatures. Comon tests results are all fine. I'm full of satifaction for all except for MT which I did pretty badly. I know, shut up. I'm only delighted with my Maths and Geog results which I never thought that I would get. Both are distinctions and I was among the three students who got highest for Geog. I was so glad, plus content. Hopefully, I'll keep it up this way. March hols will be pure torture and I'm prepared for it. MPS will be brought later during the March hols as my parents couldn't make it on the actual day. Gah, I bet I'll get an earful from them, in front of my teachers. Gahhhhhhhhhhh. Not surprised. Gotta head on slogging now.