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not your juliet
Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am.
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Friday, February 27, 2009
It didn't mend my broken heart. Halo halo peopleeeeeee! I know, I've been away for quite awhile. I was busy with school and dance, as usual. I'm glad that common test are finally over. However, the results was not satisfying, except for maths. Omg, I finally did fucking well in maths, which somehow made me scored a fucking distinction. Lol. I want to keep it that way. MT was a huge disappointment. I know, Malay(!?). It's like the freaking easiest subj to score but I didn't? I bet I'll get an earful from my parents. Sci was ooooooookay, but I know I can do better if I were to read the questions properly and understand it. Maybe I was too excited(???????). Lol. Enough about school, it just makes my brain entangled. Dance is getting more hectic day by day. Shorter warm-ups, longer training. The instructor is raising her voice during each training, and her English is improving. No offence but really, she's starting to use chimp words. Lol. Having the last dance training of the week tomorrow. Gah. I am soo lethargic right now. The sun is scorching hot outside. How I wish it would be a cold cold summerrrrrrrrrrr. Chilling at Sherry's place later on. Gosh, it's been quite awhile since I last went over to her place. Tomorrow's plan: Dance and out with him (: Saturday, February 21, 2009
Oh love. Yes, I've been busy this week due to constant revision for common test and class test too. Plus, hectic dance training.Gosh, everything seems to be equally important and I have to put in extra effort for all. Also, I have to endure the pains. Yes I'm stress and vexed. How I wish I cld sleep the whole day to let my body and mind rest. So, I got my Chem test results and I didn't do well as how I expected, eventhough I passed. Based on the redox topic, I did well for the structured questions which was being used as the model answer for the whole class, which somehow pleases me. I did not score well due to my MCQ section. I did badly. And I really mean, B-A-D. Yes, it demoralised me abit but it's not gonna stop me frm achieving better results. Had dance training in the morning and it was so tiring which made me breathless at the end of the lesson. I swear I sweat like a pig, or worse. Showcased our dance to the malay dancers and they did theirs too. Overall, I can see both groups are putting in great effort as we're aiming to get Gold this year, for both malay and contemp dance. For this weekend, it's gonna be flooded with geog notes, as well as maths practices. This is for the preparation for common test for both subjs on Monday. Gah, I'm freaking my ass out! I'm halfway through memorising chapter 3 while understanding chapter 4. Plus, I'm not confident of scoring well for maths. Gosh, I never fail to fail maths, lol, except for N level, which is an exception. I have the whole day tomorrow and I'm gonna get everything in my two-fists-sized brain. Bye people. Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I'm surrounded by your embrace. MT paper was not that tough as I expected,but it was tricky. I was able to do the bina ayat (yes!), and going through the peribahasa paid off. Stayed back afterwards to check the O's Verification Slip and omg, I had to pay another 327 bucks this year. I remembered paying 200+ for last year's N's. I realised that my parent's are very supportive of me in my studies. Maybe that's the reason why they want me to work hard. The same goes to other parents. They would do anything for the sake of their children's future. Therefore, we should repay their kindness and show our gratitude by making them feel proud of us. Honestly, I'm very tired. It'll definitely be a more tiring day tomorrow as school will end later due to SST plus dance. Gah, can I not go? Lol. Good night readers. Monday, February 16, 2009
Love the way you love me. So, it was all Monday blues. I woke up with eyes half open due to not being able to sleep last night. I thought I could remain tired the whole day but I was wrong. I had a surprise test for MT, which was like the first two periods of the day. It gave me a shock and my brain was switched on automatically. Not confident that I did well, but I gave my best shot. English lessons was mundane, as usual. Idk why I was so irritated by my teacher today. Her voice just annoys me, and it's like she was having her PMS. Gosh, how terrible. And during Maths, I payed my fullest attention as in doing the new topic, Matrices. I liked it, but at the same time no, cause it's confusing and all. However, it didn't took long for me to understand. The first common test paper; El Paper. I find the paper moderate, eventhough the total marks was forty. I gave my all, especially on the summary section. Gah, tomorrow's gonna be a long long day. Having electives and both phy and chem. Gosh, it dreads me to be in those lessons. Surprisingly, I'm doing quite well in those subjects. Okay, I shouldn't speak too soon. And I almost forgot, dance(-.-") Ahhhhhh, be strong Ika! Initially, I'm supposed to be in MacD at Woodlands Mart by now as my girls had planned to slog there but I couldn't make it due to my mother loading off all her chores to me. So, I had no choice but to do as the "queen" says. Few homeworks to be completed and I seriously need to start revising on my geog, plus, preparing for my maths test on Friday. Sayonara. Sunday, February 15, 2009
You're filling me up. Hello earthlingss. I just came back form Causeway with Sherry and Afiq to print out my art research. Actually, I've done so a long time ago but the pics are too big that its taking up too much space on my board, so I had to resize it. Sheesh. Had lunch at Banquet and I was famished at that time. I ordered carrot cake which I longed to have and at last, I did. Gosh, tmr's school alr?! And first paper for common test?! Omg I don't feel nervous or whatsoever at all. Usually, I'll have butterflies tumbling everywhere in my stomach but now, I guess the butterflies are sleeping or smth. Whatever it is, I'm gonna give my best shot in all the papers. Damn it, I have not revise for any subj, except for Maths and Chem as I've been having frequent tests. Okay I'm lazy, as you can tell my post is very shorrrrrt. Bye. And study hardddddcor-k. Saturday, February 14, 2009
Remember those walls I built?  This year's V'day was awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwesumm. It was my first valentine with someone special, engraved in my heart. He initially wanted to buy for me flowers but I refused, cause he's the tallest and biggest stalk of flower I've ever received. Catched The Slumdog Millionaire at Shaw Lido and it was all worth it. SLacked at Mccafe as he treated me Double Chocs. I know this sounds boring but it excites me when I reminisced it back. If only you were in my shoes, you'll know how happy and exhilarated I was. I bet every couples/ lovers are having their own fun too. Eventhough there's singles out there, you'll always have a valentine, but they're not meant to be known. Just one thing to say, I love him veli veli muchh. Common test will start this coming Monday, starting off with English. Ah I'm not panic. Just worried that I'll do badly. Okay I'm very shleepyyyyyyyyyyyy due to dance in the morning and the countless steps I took in town. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. Friday, February 13, 2009
Let my love losse again. Hi peopleeeeeeeeeeeee, I've been so busy and I'm very tired. I just came home from a great Friday evening with Sherry and Farhana. We had dinner at Al-Ameen. At lasssssssst. Don't ask me what I ordered, cause overall, it was all worth it. I had my fill and it was up to my satisfaction. Walked back to Causeway and I had a hardddddddddddddd time finding a valentine gift for him but to no avail. Guess I'll just stick to the movie treat. And we're not going out tomorrow, but on Sunday instead, as we all know it's going to be crowded. Haha. I did badly for my Chem test just now. God, I was so down and felt demoralised, period. OKay I want to sleeeeeeeep zzzzzzzzzzzzz. Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Live your life. I'm vexed. Tired. Tired with schoolworks. Tired with tests. Tired with art. Tired with dance. I bet everyone is feeling the same thing, especially to this year's O level takers. I just hope I'll get through this roadblock asap. Only time could answer my wishes to get everything over and done with. Monday, February 9, 2009
So hard to do it all alone. Eh fck! Funny or what siaaaaaaa. I alr typed a long post for today but it doesn't seem to be successful. Whatever it is, I'm not gonna type it again. Important note; I'm tired, stress and shagged. Labels: I'm yearning for your hugs right now. Sunday, February 8, 2009
In a garden of love. My Sunday afternoon was spent with the two havoc girls in my life, Sherry and Soph (no offence girls). Did my Maths revision to prepare myself for a class test on Friday. Did my art too but only minimal cause I was too lazy and couldn't get my fingers moving. It just sucks thinking about how dreadful art can be yet it is the easiest subject you can score well IF you are constant and hardworking. I admit, I was engrossed and excited with my art at first but as time passes by, it gets worst and it could almost kill me. Okay I'm lazy and tired. Bored too. Someone please entertain me and make me laugh my hearts out. I need a laughing machine, now. Saturday, February 7, 2009
Just like a chick in a casino.  Hi hi people. Soooooo, I had dance practice earrrrrrrly in the morning today. And my goodness, the warm-ups was so scary. Had to cartwheel four times which made me all dizzy and did handstand which I can't do. I was shouting on top of my lungs even when I was upside down eventhought there was few dancers was supporting me. Lol. Choreography today was great. I like (: And check this out yo, so far we've only completed 53 seconds of the dance yet almost all of us were panting at the end of the dance. We've got another 3 solid minutes left til we can have an excuse to pant real hard. Omg, this is gonna be frigging hard and suffocating. Common test is in 1 weeks time. So far, I did fairly well for my class tests and hopefully I'll do as good or better for common test. However, I'm still not confident with my Chem test results. I've prepared for the worst, cause I know I made a whole lot of mistakes. Therefore, I have to work my ass off. God, I have to start juggling time and improve on my time management too. This means hell. Okay enough of hell. I stayed at home the whole day on a Saturday. I remembered that I never fail to go out and have fun last time on a Saturday but everythings different for 2009. I completed my Maths homework and studied for Friday's class test. Also, I did my art (?!) 3 more sketches to go before the check on Thurs. Yes, I racked my brains today but off-ed it tomorrow cause I'm heading to the movies with him. Gosh, when was the last time I got myself into a cinema and enjoyed a movie? I know I know, it's a bad timing to catch a movie now due to Common test but hey, I need to chill. Okay I'm shagged and sleepy. Bye. Friday, February 6, 2009
When I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side. Today's PE lesson was finally a victory for my team. After two weeks of playing floorball, my team finally won with the score of 5-4. Haha, but who cares? We're still a class. Jordan kept shouting, "Pass to Ika! Pass to Ika!" and yessssss, I scored a few times. Lol. But whatever it is, I suck balls in sports. I even hate them (: Had two class tests today. Social Studies essay test on the first period which was a huge rush for all of us. Fortunately, I managed to complete the 12 mark question. Hopefully I'll do well. And Chem test on the last period and I swear I did badly. I can do it, but it's just that I'm not confident if what I did was right. I think the MCQ part was a mess. Ah, I'm sure gonna work my butts off for common test and whatsoever whether I pass or fail the test. God, Chem is getting more complictaed but I don't hate it. From tomorrow onwards, I'll be having extra dance practices on Saturday (cries). That means, no more waking up latest by 11am. No more morning tv programmes. This is all because of intensive trainings due to SYF. Oh well, we're aiming to get a Gold this year, of even better, Gold with Honour. Hopefully our hardwork pays off after everything's over. After Syf, which is on April, I'm gonna work hard to the fullest for the O's. Damn, I really wanna do a good job for my parents, peers, teachers and of course, mysellllllfffffffffffffff. Okay I'm off. Poof! Wednesday, February 4, 2009
I just want you close, where you can stay forever. So yessssssssss, my whole class skipped SST and had our CIP in the afternoon after school at the SWAMI Home. I admit, I was reuctant to go cause I was scared and I have no idea what to do once I'm there. And yes, the moment I reached there, I was really scared but it started to fade when time passes by. It is such a pity how the senior citizens could live under one roof and do minimal things such as teabreaks and sleep. Other than that, they were given a piece of paper and colour pencils to colour from what I see. They also keep doing the same thing over and over again throughout the year, and the year after and.. you get what I mean right? Sometimes I just feel that they're treated like babies but at the same time, there's nothing we can do about it. That's how it is when they're ageing. Overall, it was a wonderful experience and I know that I can NEVER be a nurse. Lol. Two tests coming up on Friday, and I need to finish my shadings by tonight cause Ms Sha wants to see them tomrrow (!!) Indeed, I am freaking out cause I'm not sure if I could finish up one shading of a living thing which is the cutest called cats by tonight. It's not easy okay. In fact, it never was. Okay Ika, chillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. Okay I'm done. Tuesday, February 3, 2009
My heart's on my sleeve.  Why oh why do people give me those killer stares in school, just because they saw me walking to school with him? I thought the whole world knows and what's there to stare about? Nothing. And once I got stared, they'll start shooting their mouth off. Gosh, whatthefck is wrong with these peopleeeee? Is it such a huge shock to you people? I don't even know what I did wrong. Don't tell me that I'm at fault in the first place just because ____________________________________??? Eh, go to hell laaaaah. Mind your own life. If you're jealous about something, do something about your life, or yourself. Don't venge your anger on me cause I'm positive that I'm not in guilt. Seriously, I'm done with these nonsensical bullshits. Whatever you say or do, it doesn't stop me from doing what I want. You're just like a devil getting in my way not wanting me to succeed and be happy.Had the first SST/Remedial programme of the year. Well, it was okay for a start. My whole class was under the remedial slot. I'm better off being in class than in the canteen. Such big distractions and there's nothing I could do. Then dance afterwards. It was hecticcccccccc. I can bet my leg will start hurting again. Hopefully not. Okay I'm done here. Bye. Monday, February 2, 2009
Wished that I could look into your eyes.  I know, I know I've not been updating my poor bloggy for quite some time. Well, I wanted to but no one gave me the chance to use the bloody computer. Okay that aside, at least I'm doing it right now. These past few days was awesome. School was packed with class tests and homeworks. My weekend was a blast. I headed to Arnold's for brunch with cousins and aunts on Saturday and I definitely eat my fill. I can bet I've gained a few pounds. Nevertheless, I was satisfied with the succulent chicken and hot potato platters as well as onion rings.Yummmmmmm. Went around Geylang ang got myself a long sleeve top. Overall, Saturday was fun. However, Sunday was even cooler and fun-ner. I went out with him, which was a last minute plan. On his behalf, I bought for him the brazillian don't-know-what sandals from NewUrbanMale and guess what? It didn't fit his gigantic feet (!!). I bought it on the day before and I swear I had a hard time choosing the colours and it was so heart-breaking after knowing that when you've already make a choice, the size is not available. I think I almost died after failing 4 times. In the end, I bought it, unsatisfied. So, we headed to town and went to a different branch to get it exchaged and damn, I should have went to Wheelock's branch in the first place, cause why? It has the big sizes with the colour that I initially wanted to get for him. Ah nvm, we got it exchanged and yes, I'm finally full of satisfactory. Round the town and I have no idea why we went to the rich people's places such as Tangs and Paragon. Lol. In view of that, I loved yesterday. Unfortunately, I love him more (: Had English proposal test and I think I did badly. I wasn't confident, at allllllllll. Oh well, it's overr. Got my maths test results on the topic Sets, and I got 21 out of 25. Okaaaaaaaaaay lah. A good start for the first class test. ALso received my MT class test and surprisingly, I got 31 out of 50. Honestly, I thought I'll do very baaaad. However, I'll still keep on trying and working hard. MT Oral sucks too which is in the afternoon. My mind just turned blank, even after the examiner repeated the question for the second time. I swear I talked crap, and I keep repeating the same thing. Ahhhhh die. Okay I'm done. Chicken rice is waiting for meeeeeeeeee *clucks* |