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Perhaps man invented fire,
but woman invented how to play with fire.
not your juliet
Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am.


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Monday, January 19, 2009
My heart is filled with sorrow and despair.

Currently, no mood. Very stress. And I mean it. Idk if i should change my art qns cause there's no one else to help me other than Mdm Irda. Idk if I can do so without her guidance. Not only am I frustrated over that situation. I just feel like killing myself to end everything but there's no benefit in doing so. I've not had enough of life. I'm praying very hard and keeping myself strong to overcome all the obstacles that comes my way. I've experienced stress and sacrifices last year due to N's. I'm sure I'll have to do the same for this year but a little bit more. Never did I imagine that I'll suffer at the start of the year til the end, minus 3 or 2 months. When I see the sec 4Es, I just feel useless cause I know there's no way I could be better than them, lest defeat them for O's. They're a genius bunch while I'm struggling my way to be at the same level as them. I know they're working equally hard as me but they have the benefit of being in school for only 4 years while I, 5 darn years.

I wanna cry.