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Perhaps man invented fire,
but woman invented how to play with fire.
not your juliet
Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am.


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Monday, January 26, 2009

Everything seems to be taking its toll on me. Maybe this is what I deserve after doing so much sins. All I could do was breakdown and cry, thinking if smne special will ever walk out on me one day. I'm such a disappointment, what more a good person. I feel like I've ruined smne's life. An innocent one. Sometimes, I feel like a jinx too. Anyone close to me will be cursed or bad luck strikes on them. I don't deserve any kindness or good deeds from anyone. Be glad if you don't know me. All I want is just to be loved and succeed for the future. However, everything is crashed and burnt into ashes. All I want is happiness, but I can't seem to have any, and neither do others. Everytime we quarrel, I'm the who started everything. I'm the one who gives in. And I'm the one to begs for forgiveness. I know I'm entirely to blame for everything. Maybe this is a big mistake. Stepping into your life was the biggest mistake. Each time you told me to forget it without sorting things out, it just feels that I'm useless. I want to be better if you let me know my mistake, but you just want me to get worst and repeat my mistakes. Idk what I can do right now. I thought I'll be a useful person being with you but things didn't turned out how we want it to be. I'm sorry. At the same time, I'm grateful to you. I've prepared myself for the worst, but I know you wouldn't do such things. Whatever decisions you make, I'll respect it. Without a doubt, I love you.