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not your juliet Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am. the crowd Adeline Aini Amalina Aminah Amirah Fadzli Faradea Hamid Hanes Indra Jasma Jenny Jordon Jun Jie Liana Mizah Nad Sabrina Sherry Shiing Sophia Suhaila Syafiqah Sylvia Thomas Tobi spit it out ShoutMix chat widget never look back and regret March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Hot as ice. Today was tiring today. Had the workshop and I swear I was panting at the ending of the class. Overall, I managed to teach them the choreo. I hope they had under my care. Lol. I tried my best and I hope that's good enough. Idk if they appreciate it, but I hope I did a great job.. I admit, at the start, I was nervous as I kept stuttering an didn't know what to do. In the end, I got the hang of it. So glad that I cld do the task that the teachers entrusted Sherry and I to do. Hope that we've done them proud (: Showcased the dance to the other group and we did well. I'm so glad that it's over and at the same time, I've learned alot, eventhough I'm the one instructing the class. I'm grateful to be given this opportunity. Had eating sessions afterwards. I had my fill, but not enough because I assumed everyone had at least one slice of pizza. Haha. So Sherry and I headed to Fork and Spoon to have our proper lunch. That was when we really had our fill. :D Tomorrow is the eve of New Year. I have no plans or whatsoever. I've been going to the countdown at Woodlands the past two years. This year will be held at Civic. It's not as exciting though. Idk lah, let's see how tomorrow. Monday, December 29, 2008 Promise is a big word. Dance pract today was perfectly fine, except that I think one of my veins around my thigh area has snipped or smth. It's killing me and by that, I was limping. It still hurts okay. We danced with the music today and it was hard when you had to get used with a new kinda music with a whole new type of dance which also involves different countings. I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm starting to like ballet (blushes). However, I'll never ever stick with it my whole life. For once in my life, I;ll get to experience something I loathed so much which in the end turned out to be a fondness. Catched a movie with him right after dance pract and we watched "Bedtime Stories". It was farking hilarious and it's worth the money spent. However, I was using complimentary tix, so, no money was involved. Haha. After buying the tix, had lunch at Burger King. This time we had the student meal. Lol. My stomach was bloated after eating my whole meal, yet he still fed me some of his hershey pie. I know that was on purpose because I know he wants me to grow fat! Pfft. Went straight home after the movie cause both of us was just tired and all we wanted to do was to go home. And here I am now, just finished bathing. Will be having the workshop tomorrow and I'll be teaching my juniors a choreo. Pray hard that I'll not screw up as I'm quite bad in public speaking, lest instructing a dance lesson. I'm not quite looking forward to it but I just hope that I'll do a great job. I'm doing a good deed bu volunteering you know. Haha. I wanna watch some teeveeeee. Bye peeepol! And, happy two month-sarry baby. I love you. Sunday, December 28, 2008 Touch me and I come alive. First and foremost, I am proud to declare that I've completed the choreo for the dance workshop on Tues! (with Sherry's help) At first, we only came up with a 36 seconds routine but after finding out that we're supposed to teach for three horrific hours, we had to extend the choreo. Panic engulfed me as I was afraid that there was not much time left and had to cancel my date with him tomorrow. However, I managed to prevent that from happening. Sherry and I were reminiscing on our historical dance performances and yeah, we did it and combined it with the new steps and vuallaaaaaaah! The choreo now is like a minute plus twenty seconds. Take that! Lol. I am so farking reluctant to head down to school early in the morning tomorrow to attend the ballet lesson. However, I just gota force myself out of bed and drag myself into the Aaha Room. Hopefully I'll be strongggggggg! And able to do the steps by Miss-japanese-witchy-look-alike-who-never-fails-to-wear-heels-with-white-undies-under-her-shorty-skirt. God! help me! ): After dance, heading for my date with him. In advance, happy 2 months baby. Thank you for everything. Will be catching "Bedtime Stories" at not sure where yet. We'll decide tomorrow. Okay people, I'm vex. Goodynighties! (: Saturday, December 27, 2008 In love, I fall so deep. Headed to town around noon with Sherry-fairy-mariposa-sugarplum-who-loves-to-irritate-people-by-singing-chritmassy-songs. Lol(zxzxzxz). My mom gave me a hundred bucks to get myself a new school bag and school shoes. And I did (!!) I'm very happy and satisfied with my new school bag. My school shoes, tak heran ah. Hah. Had lunch at Esteller and I was farking full. I had spicy fried rice and luckily I didin't tick the "extra spicy". If I did, I'll be in the toilet the whole day just flushing water on my tongue. Lol. Headed to Nad's crib right after lunch to finish up the choreo for Tues's workshop. However, there's still a little bit more left and we're done. Completing the choreo by tomorrow, hopefully (cross fingers). And the day after tomorrow is dance pract (!?) So fast hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh? Pray hard that I won't have a hard time, again. I just want to get it over and done with as soon as the farking possible. And after pract, I'm heading to the movies with him (jumps up and down!) Can't wait to see my Rrrrrrrrromeo! Seriously, I'm lazy and sleepy now. Nightnight peeeeeeepolllllllllllll. :D Friday, December 26, 2008 Show me the road to your heart. The family picnic was a huge blast. I had a great time but unfortunately, I sprained my ankle at the end of the day. Such bad luck. Okay let's talk about the good stuffs. We managed to find a good spot despite the place being crowded due to today is a public holiday. It drizzled a few times but glad that it wasn't permanently raining. So, we were so kiasu to keep the food and belongings dry by covering up with some big plain thingy. We also took out our umbrellas to prevent ourselves from getting caught in the rain. It was so funny to see how all of us reacted. Some were screaming and moaning, while some just didn't give a damn. Haha. The food was great. Didn't expect it to be so much. I didn't get myself dirty as I was plain lazy to wash up. Instead, I just slacked and camwhored with my cousins. In the afternoon, we had games. Funny ones, eg. Chop Chilli Chop and Cherade. It was so hilarious, especially Chop Chilli Chop cause the actions were so agitating and weird which ended up most of us bursting into tears. I can sense that the alot of people were engrossed with our doings. Some even sniggered at themselves. Haha. I participated and I was among the top 5 who managed to stay in the game but in the end there was no winner cause it was too long and all of us were exhausted by the singing. Haha. Overall, I loved this year's Christmas celebration. Like what they say, Christmas is a day for family. Heading to Sherry's crib later to practice and complete the choreography for Tues's workshop. I'll still have to go with my sprained ankle, but it's better than yesterday's pain. Sigh. Nvm, I'll just do it nice and slowwwwwwwwlay. He gave me a surprise visit last 2 night (Wed night). I hate it when he gives me surprises, but at the same time, I love it cause I get to let out all my misses to him. Sometimes I just don't expect him to do something unexpecting. Life is unpredictable right, and it's fulllllllllll of surprises too. I appreciate every effort he put in this relationship, cause I know it'll all be worthwhile. And I hope that he'll keep doing so, cause my heart beats only for him. (: AND MERRY CHRISTMAS! (belated) HOHOHOHOHOHOHO! Wednesday, December 24, 2008 I closed my eyes and the flashback starts. I suddenly broke down and let out my tears. I cried so hard that I can almost feel my eyeballs are coming off. I felt useless and bitter at that point of time. On top of that, I felt that I'm being contradicting. I assumed it was a small matter not worth crying over but I just needed time of my own. I need my personal space and I couldn't rush over things. I needed time to go through everything. I admit, I do wna quit but if I do so, I'll be a huge letdown. I'll be a quitter or a loser. I believe everything is taking its tolls on me, but I have to overcome it. I don't wish to let down those who has faith in me. I don't want to be looked down upon. Like what they say, "Practice makes Perfect". I had a long nap right after I came home from dance. The weather was suitable for sleeping. I feel so relaxed and now, I feel so fresh. The weather's still the same. How I wish the weather was like this almost everyday. I wouldn't have to get out of bed. And tomorrow's Christmas! HOHOHO! I'll be having a picnic with the extended family at East Coast Park. Dang, I love family outings/gatherings. Can't wait! Oh wait, idk what to wear. Whatever it is, it's a must to bring extra clothes. Eventhough I don't want to get myself soaked in the sea now, I'll frigging want to get inside the water when I'm there. That means I'll have to wake up early (again) tomorrow and meet my cousins at Yishun. From there, we'll be lorry-ed all the way. Okay I think I'm gna barf any minute now. Tuesday, December 23, 2008 I don't want to be the girl that has to fill the silence. Yesterday's dance practice was a nightmare(!!) It was the first practice since I've stand down, which was like right after Speech Day? The warm-up was horrible. I was forced to split my legs into two I think. Only God knows how much I forced myself to do so to satisfy the new choreographer. And yes, the new choreographer has a resemblence of a witch. A mean one. I don't wish to elaborate about the China Witch. Her dressing was inappropriate for dance, unless she teaches us ballroom dancing. Yes, white undies and black bra or what? Gah. Learned ballet. To my surprise, I can catch her steps with all the distractions on her. Ironically, her steps are not bad but I'm somehow not confident if we can achieve a gold for SYF after seeing the Sonore performance which was under her. So, I didn't attend today's dance because I can barely walk. I feel that I'm paralysed from hips to my feet. Instead, I accompanied my mom to the doc at Ang Mo Kio. Had lunch at a neraby coffe shop and headed to the market at Admiralty. Still, I have to attend tomorrow's practice. God, please help me. Whatever it is, I'll try to commite no matter how tough it is. For the sake of making the teachers proud who had full faith is me, I will endure all the pain. After the practice yesterday, I went out with him to East Coast Park, for no reason. Just chill. Changed at Causeway then took the bus there. The first thing we did when we get there was had our lunch. Well, I was famished as I didn't eat since morning. Ate at Burger king and it was a huge satisfaction. Sat for awhile to let the food digest. Then he suddenly realised that there was a student meal which only cost $4.50 (!?) I can save up at least $2! Ah, forget it. Walked around and sat at the rocks. It was scorching hot but glad that there was strong winds too which messed up his hair and it turned out to be like a rooster. Lol. In the afternoon, we took the bus to Dhoby Ghaut and hung out at Istana Park. He was making silliy jokes and I did get abiiiiiiit slimmer. :D Went hom at around 7.35pm. I was exhausted when I reached home and managed to catch the chinese drama at 9pm. My body is still aching all over. Hope it'll get better by tomorrow. Will be buying the school books tomorrow right after dance practice. Looks like I can own some muscles to (: I want to take a short nap. Bye. Sunday, December 21, 2008 So, I didn't had any plans today but Sherry was lucky enough to drag me to town as I was afraid that boredom would kill me instantly. Had lunch once we got to Far East as I was so famish. Then accompany Sherry shopped her things. As I was broke, I didn't shop ): Well, it's okay. I had anough anyway. Headed to Plaza Sing next. Just walk around then headed home. Lepak with Hamid and catch up with things. He kept telling us hilarious tales between Adamantium and him. Lol :D So here I am at home now, just finish bathing and I was startled by my brother's shout due to the Singapore VS Vietnam match. And yeah, Vietnam scored a goal and he just shouted again as it was a close goal from Singapore. He's currently at the stadium watching the match now and I bet the adreanline and enthusiasm is way higher there than at home. I am so lazy to drag myself to school to attend dance tomorrow. It's been so long since I've got myself engaged in something I love to do. Due to the national exams, I gave it a break to give myself more focus on my studies as I believe I can do so after the exams. And yes, I got what I wanted but I'm lazy to do what I wanted. Lol. Okay I wna watch the match. Toodles. Saturday, December 20, 2008 Somebody to loveeee. My Saturday was spent on attending to two weddings. The first one was held at LagunSari in Geylang and the second one was at Woodlands. Something tragic happened to me when I was on the way to meet my cousins at Dhoby Ghaut. Bet it'll be a joke once hearing it. Ask me personally (: However, it's all settled! :D Met him in the evening. So he sent me home and as usual, he'll make me laugh my ass off and there was some moments which he offended me, in a good way. Still, it upsets me, in a good way. No plans for tomorrow. And I'll be going for dance practice from Monday onwards. Since I'm coming back for Sec 5, I'll be participating in SYF next year. So, I assumed that I'll be in contemporary again. I'm okay with that, but I wanna try something else for a change. Like malay dance? The last time I did a malay dance performance was when I'm.. primary 5 (!?) Oh well, I'll just take whichever the teacher puts me into. I'll just be happy that I'll be in SYF. But, I'll assure you that I'll be happier if we were to participate in Danceworks. Too bad, it wont happen. Okay I wanna catch Ella Enchanted. BYE! :D Friday, December 19, 2008 For the first time in my life I feel I've opened up my eyes. I just came back from a great outing with my favourite darling girls. At last, an outing with a numerical number of five. It's been so long since the five of us went out together. I guess the last one was during the fasting month? But it didn't turn out great for me as something bad happened to me. However, I was glad that my girls was there to cheer me up and stayed by my side. Basically, we catched up on each other. So far, all of us are living our lives well. Most of us are coming back for Sec 5. That means there are no more us in school. But we won't let that split us. We can always make time for each other no matter where we are, right? I believe that when there's a will, there's a way. Haha. We took alot of pics. I'll upload it as soon as I get the pic from Nad as majority of the nice pics are from her camera. Okay I'm tired of all the talking and laughing non-stop hits. BYE! :D Th results are finally out. I shouted in front of my teachers. I was overjoyed as I didn't expect that it'll turned out better. And yes, I am so proud of myself. I finally got what I wanted and I've already make a decision. Guess I'll have to work way harder and I'm sure I'll suffer more. Well, it's okay. I'm doing this for the benefit of myself right? I wna thanked everyone who has confidence in me that I'll make it and you guys are right. I made it. Also to teachers and fellow friends who've tutored me. Thanks for the congrats too. I've never felt this way before. This is sooooo amazing. But not for long. A new kinda hell will repeat next year, but I have to bear with it. I wasnt to ahve a successful future, and I'm sure I have a promising future ahead if I work hard for myself. Wednesday, December 17, 2008 When I crack that whip, everybody goin' trip. I went out yesterday eventhough knowing that the results are in a few days and I have to finish up my assignments. That one, put aside first. I was supposed to go out with Sherry, Soph and Bobo and check out Henderson Waves. However, my aunt called last minute asking me out with my cousins as yesterday was one of my cousin's 14th birthday. I wanted to go to both locations but I was put in a spot. In the end, I went out with my cousins but at the same time, I felt guilty for disappointing my friends. Sorry guys, next time aye? So, we had lunch at the Marina Sq's food Loft. I had Grilled Chicked Chop set and I swear it wasn't worth it. And like wht my aunt said "Ni telor ke tissue? (Is this egg or tissue)" That was because the egg was thin like F. No idea how they did it but the chicken chop was not bad. After lunch, headed down to Bugis. My aunt bought for me a t-shirt and oh yeah, my other aunt gave me a coin purse and a watch inside it. I also got myself a bag. Eventhough I was reluctant to give my money away, it was worth it. I got something even better to replace it all. I got and EAGLES Award, which means that I'll have $150 topped up in my bank! Yay! A good thing that I didn't work, but this paid it off. I feel proud of myself for exceling in my studies. In fact, I've realised that I've been working all along. I've been working hard. Lol. Once again, I made my parents proud but the real day is tomorrow. The fugging killer results! I still have a few more assignments to complete and I'm done. I managed to complete my 2 book reviews when I got back home yesterday. Oh wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwiwiwiwiweeeeeeeee. Now is really the time for my heart to drop. I wonder how everyone else is feeling right know, after knowing that tomorrow is the results. Okay, maybe they wont feel it now, but surely tomorrow right? Can't wait to my classmates and also the results. Well, not really. Monday, December 15, 2008 Imma knock you out. act cute -.-" focused on the game Adi and Alan reminiscing the childish past I just received this overdued photographs of the 6R3 outing from Zat just now. And dang, it brought back those good memories. How I wished there was more such outings. I rememvered I only had one emotion during the outing; Happy. Yes, I was very happy. I put aside all my worries and sorrows and enjoyed myself to the fullest on that very day. Okay enough. That's over. I've just completed my letter writing. i'm still left with MT letter writing, 2 book reviews, and some leftovers on Combined Sci and Maths. OMFG the results are in less than 3 days!? Okay I'm panicking. Fungging nervous. I nw I've said thuis on my previous post but I have to let it out mayne. Gagagagagagagahhhhhhhh. I'm not confident, seriously. When I thought back how I did during the N's, I kinda do it bad. But I can't do anything right now. I could only pray harrrrrrrrrd and worry so much, which doesn't help, of course! Oh gosh, I can feel the adrenaline rushing through my veins all of a sudden. Bet it'll rush even quicker on the day of the results. Sherry ask me out tomorrow, with Bobo and Soph. Still considering cause firstly, I'm lazy and secondly, I still have the assignments to complete. I know, last minutes. Standard. I'm also doing this assignments last minute. Haha. I'M LIKE THE RINGLEADER I CALL THE SHOTS I'M LIKE A FIRECRACKER I MAKE IT HOT THEN I PUT ON A SHOW I miss him, so much. He called me last night and how I wish he would say whatever he did in front of my face. (: I've been touched by the hands of an angel I've been blessed by the power of love And whenever you smile I can hardly believe that you're mine This love is unbreakable It's unmistakeable Each time I look in your eyes I know why This love is untouchable I feel that my heart just can't deny Each time you whisper my name Oh baby, I know why This love is unbreakable Through fire and flame When all this over Our love still remains Sunday, December 14, 2008 Gna be your Numba One. I just finished doing my phy. And omfg, I left alot of blanks. Well, you can't blame me. My mind was all blank. I've not been schooling for quite some time now. And teachers gave us too much assignments so that may be a reason why our mind is not right. We're just confused. I can't even remembered what I did on the last day of bridging lessons. I only remembered that I was jumping for joy as it was finally over. Imagine, three weeks of hell, people. And now, still living in hell. Results are in days away. I can't imagine how my reactions will be when I received the results. Depends on what kind of results. I don't even dare to hold the cert in my hand. The freaky part is waiting for your name to be announced and getting your eyes to see the results. Thrilling, yes I agree. Very much. Okay I have 3 days left to complete my assignments. Hopefully I can do so. I'm frigging nervous eventhough it's 3 days away to the results. But I can't help it. It's killing me (!!) Try to leave a light on when I'm gone Something I rely on to get home One I can feel at night A naked light, a fire to keep me warm. 1.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel. 1) Sherry 2) Soph 3) Syafiqah 4) Athirah 5) Faiz 6) Hamid 7) Indra 8) Hetty 9) Nad 10) Mizah 2.Who is 6 having relationship with ? Err, no one. 3.Is 9 a female or male? Female. 4.If 7 and 10 are together, will it a good thing ? NO! It will be a disaster mayne! 5.What is 2 studying about? No idea. 6.When was the last time you had a chat with 3? Last night. 7.What kind of music band does 8 like? Hiphop I guess. 8.Does 1 have any slibing? Yes. 9.Will you woo 3? We're already in love since we're babies. 10.How about 7? Never, but he's a great guy. 11.Is 4 single? Yes. 12.What is the surname of 5? Muhammad? Hamdan? Lol :D 13.What's the hobby of 4? Err, run and NPCC-ing? 14.Does 5 and 9 get along well? Yes. 15.Where is 2 studying at? Admiralty Sec. 16.What does 1 casually talk about? She'll just speak whatever is in her mind. 17.Have you tried developing feeling for 8? No, but I love her anyway (: 18.Where does 9 live at? Blk 823, right beside Riverside Sec. 19.What colour does 4 like? Err, blue? 20.Are 5 and 1 best friends? Haha, can say ah. 21.Does 7 like 2? Hah, NO! 22.How did you get to know 2? Classmates lah. 23.Does 1 have any pets? Used to. 24.Is 7 the sexist person in the world? Naaaaaaaaaaah. 25.Tag 10 people to do your quiz . Whoever. Saturday, December 13, 2008 I've witnessed a miracle. So yeah, I went out with him. Headed to Marina Sq first as he needed to pass something to his brother.Then headed to Jurong East by the Clementi way. We're supposed to spend our day at the Science Centre (don't laugh) as he claims that he has 2 free tix. When we reached there, we found out that the 2 tix he was talking about was only admitted for one person. Haha. In the end, we went to IMM. It has been years since I've stepped my feet into that shopping mall. Dang, everything changed. Had lunch at LJS and oh my was it so hard to decide. Walked around and he was making crazy jokes. In fact, he already made me laugh at the beginning of our date. Overall, I had a blast. Thanks dear. Okay, so I'm gna stuck myself at home tomorrow. I want to complete my phy worksheets, and some of chem which I left some blanks and stuffs. I still have 2 letter writings (mt and el), summary, 2 book reviews, 1 mt compo and thats it. I'm done. Will I be able to complete all this by Thur? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh F. Friday, December 12, 2008 I just wna be with you. I thought I was gonna die today. I couldn't take it anymore. Period came out of the blue and invaded my whole body. It was all in pain and I've tried everything to stop it. I popped in menstrual pills and even dranked warm water but nothing happened. It got worst. I screamed in agony, wanting everything to get it over. After 4 hours, the war finally ended. I was glad I survived. Initially, I had plans today. I was supposed to go to the the lib with Sherry, Soph and Yanie but my mom asked me to tag along with my aunts and cousins to watch Barney at Plaza Sing for the sake of my dearest 4 year old cousin, Sarah, who loves Barney so much. Bet she'll hate him when she gets older. Lol. In the end, I didn't go to neither places because of the killer cramps. Met Sherry and Soph under my block in the afternoon. They wanted to pass me my belated birthday present. I'll take a photo of it and upload it soon. Thanks girls. Appreciate it loads. And omg reults are in less than a week. (screams) I'll be going out with him tomorrow. No idea where. I just want to see him (: Thursday, December 11, 2008 I is for Innocent K is for Keen A is for Ambitious M is for Moral A is for Artistic R is for Rare I is for Industrious S is for Savvy S is for Strong A is for Alluring W is for Whimsical A is for Articulate T is for Tender Y is for Yummy We'll be making love endlessly. Still sick, but not so sick. Flu is reducing, but cough is not stopping. Currently chatting with Fyqa and she just told me that Kak Nani is in the hospital due to having a very high fever. Her husband too. Lol. Thought of visiting her, oh idk. Both of us are bored to death and omg I just remembered, the results are in one weeks time! Ah ^&%^$%&^(&! I managed to do some of Chem ystd at Sherry's house. And I'm left with a whole lot moreeeeeeeeee. Alaa, please pray hard for me that I'll not slack at home. I think I need Halal Food Booster. Haha. I've seen it on tv commercials and heard it on the radio, claiming how effective it is especially for youths like me. Haha. Gah, my mind is strucked by the stupid homeworks. Now, Fyqa is inviting me to her house to do our homeworks. Haha, she? Wna do homework? Mcm paaaaaaaaaaa! Tgk dulu eh. Okay, change of plans. She's coming here instead, with her lil bro. And not forgetting Irah too, with Sarah. Dang, I'm gna be the big sis of the day. No one will be at home and all the responsibilities are on me. Alah, this isn't my first time. Da selalu jage budak kecik ni semue. Yeah right, when trouble strucks, I'll be in trouble. Lol. Hopefully not! :D OVERDUE SONORE PICS. Wednesday, December 10, 2008 Right here with me. I'm currently at Sherry's cribby. She's chatting on the phone with Ira while I'm blogging on her lappy. We're waiting for our Mac to be delivered. Haha, we're just plain lazy to get out of the house. And we're too hungraay to walk. My purpose for coming over is to do my homework but oh well, there's so much distractions in this house but I don't blame that. Maybe it was my fault for getting my ass in this house in the first place. Haha. I've just finished watching Wild Child online with Sherry. I liked it, very much. OKay, Mac has come and I'm gna eat now! McSpicy, come to mummaaaaaaaaaaay! Tuesday, December 9, 2008 Happy Birthday to me. And yessssssssss, I'm back from my holiday and I've finally turned sixteen. How sweet. The holiday was great. I shopped quite alot and I can guarantee I'll gain more weights than I should. Sigh. Secret Recipe and Pizza Hut was the greatest of them all. Unfortunately, I fell sick on Sunday. I had a flu and a bad cough. Oot of all the days. Sheesh. Lazy to elaborate on the holiday. I had fun (: Today, I received a box of Ferrero Rocher containing 30 in it on my bed along with 30 bucks from my darling parents! (: 9th of December 2008 was a memorable celebration for me. For the first time in my life, I celebrated it with my bestfriend. He gave me everything in the photograph above. I was speechless and I couldn't thanked him enough. I was still sick but he was my medicine of the day. He held my hand tightly, saying how beautiful I was today. He sang me a song, deep from his heart which moved me so much that it caused me to burst into tears. He gently wiped all those tears away while confessing that I look ugly when I cry. His hugs and kisses was so tender that it was hard for me to let him go. I've summarised about today and this was one of the greatest day in my life.