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not your juliet
Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am.
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Nad
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Shiing
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Tobi
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
Have a safe flight, baby. I assumed that he has already reached his destination. He called me at 9am, saying that he's boarding the plane soon. And yeah, that was the last time I heard his voice and the 3 words was the last words he said before hanging up the phone. I managed to meet him yesterday though. At least something than nothing. The peck he gave me on my cheeks was so tender that it brought tears rolling down my chubby cheeks. His soft fingers wiped away those tears and he whispered in my ears saying "it's okay". I dread to see him leave but I have no control to stop it from happening. I'm sure time will fly very fast and in a blink on an eye, I'll meet him on my birthday. Yes, I'm looking forward for that day to come. I was rotting at home all day. So far, I managed to complete Passage A and halfway of Passage B. i'm currently feeling grumpy cause my mom doesn't allow me to sleepover at Sherry's crib. Grr. Nvm, I'm going out with her tomorrow anyway but isn't it easier if I just stay at her house after that? At least my mom can save her breath for her nagging if I were to be back home late. Ah, parents. Saturday, November 29, 2008
One more night with you. I'm currently at cousin's (Mangkok's) crib on her laptop posting this post. Waiting for Sendok to call as we're heading to the cinema later to catch a movie using the complimentary tix. Hopefully tak dpt cerite mepek-mepek ah. I am so bored and my stomach's grumbling loudly. I am craving for Mac, though I've had it for alot of time this month. I guess I'm putting on more weight this hols. AHHHHHHHHHHH I don't want. But I'm hungry, what to do? I'm in love with foods. And they're the biggest distractions. Bet you agree with this sentence. And yes, happy one month to us. He's flying tomorrow and pray that I can survive. I'll also pray for his safety and makes sure that he'll come back the same as he was. He was sick these past few days and he's better now. He's made me worried but it's all worth it. Hope that he takes care of himself when he's away. And myself too. Too bad I can't see him for the last time before he leaves but that's okay. I'm looking forward for my birthday as he promised that he'll celebrate it with me. It'll be a whole lot lof surprises. I'm gna miss him like hell and of course, I love you baby (: Friday, November 28, 2008
The coldest story ever told. Yes, I extended another night over my uncle's house. It has been great as I spent both night watching horror movies. On the first night, we watched "Mirrors" and it was horrific. Even now I'm afraid to look in the mirror for so long. To all the vain people in the world, YOU should watch this movie (: The next day, went to the supermarket and bought groceries. Watched "Thirteen Ghosts" in the afternoon and it was alright. Damn gawry like F. Prepared lunch/dinner after the movie. We made spaghetti. Cousins and I prepared the meatballs and soften the spags. I scalded my hand twice. Not surprising cause I've never got myself in the kitchen before. But nevermind, it was fun though. Omg I can't believe that I said I had fun in the kitchen, though I loathed cooking. Hehe. Had it for dinner and it was yummmmmmmmmmmy! Watched two more movies at night which was "The Grudge" and "Spiderwick". Overall, slept at around 1.30am in the morning. Woke up today at 11am. I've already ate breakfast and here I am now summarising what I have been doing these past few days. Oh well, want to kill boredom, since I'm jobless. During my stay here, I managed to complete one essay. Haha I know, big deal. Sheesh. Watching Sky High later on after frying nuggets and sausages. Most probably going home in the afternoon. He was sick these few days but glad that he's feeling much better. A thousand apologies to Sherry and MFY. I was being paranoid. I know, I owe you guys big time. Soon okay, soon. What do you guys want from me anyway? Haha, please don't be demanding. I'm praying that he'll heal soon before flying (: Wednesday, November 26, 2008
1. What are the 3 most important things that you can live w/o with? - Family, friends, errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, food (???) 2. If you have a crush on this guy that you like and you found out that he's taken, what will you do? - Get on with life. 3. You fought with your best friend lately, What are you gonna do? - Sort it out. If she still refuses, let her cool down first then work things after a few days later. 4. You are walking in a park and you found a wallet which contains $1,000,000. What will you do? - Take a small sum and send it to the police station. Haha :D 5. Finish this sentence, If I were a billionaire... - I would not need to worry about anything anymore. Maybe it's true to the saying "money can buy you happiness" (??????) Hahaa :D A song just for you. I'm currently at my uncle's place, on his lappy. Most probably sleeping over with my cousins. Be back home tomorrow I guess. Hope throughout my stay here, I'll at least complete my homework. I know I keep bragging that I'll at least finish up something but in the end, I didn't. *sobsob* I just hate doing homeworks. Okay, who doesn't?! Why must there be such things as homeworks during holidays? Now I don't call that a holiday. Instead, that's home-school. Because of the thousand of homeworks I have, I can't work. So now, my job is to complete homeworks. So I'm working as a student (!?) Ahhhhhhhh I'm so F'ed up. Grrrr. Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Make me one of your file favourites, that's where I want to be. Went to school to catch NFL. Idk what it means but it has something to do with soccer. I can feel the difference between ADSS Cup and NFL, and I preferred ADSS Cup cause we're more enthusiastic somehow. No idea why. Eurythemics was the champion for ADSS cup and most teams want to thrash them this time. However, Eury defeat them all fair and square. Once again, they were the champion. Congrats! The exciting part of the event was when there was fights and threatening of each other, which made everyone's jaw dropped and it became hot news. Don't wish to elaborate, cause it was all dramaaaaaaaa. And oh yeah, the weather was scorching hot. The sun was burning all of us, and I'm tanned right now (-.-") Good thing that the teachers brought out umbrellas but still, it doesn't help that much, cause I'm still tanned. Everything ended at 4pm and he sent me home (: And of course, good job done by him :D I seriously need to start on my homework. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH it just freaks me out everytime I think how near the results day are and how many incomplete homeworks I should have to start working on since school ends. Now, I can't turn back time but I'm sure I can rush for time now. Ah I need helpppppppppppppppppppppp. ): Monday, November 24, 2008
I followed the voice you gave to me.  I miss school. I miss my classmates. I miss recess. I miss the teachers. I miss the lessons. I miss my classroom. I miss shifting classes for Maths. I miss laughing. I miss hanging out with my classmates. I miss eating secretly in class. I miss talking in class. I miss shouting out the answers. I miss raising up my hands. I miss taking the class attendence. I miss art lessons. I miss drawing. I miss shading. I miss experiencing new art forms. I miss everthing related to school. See, when there's school, all of us yearned not to come as we claimed that we're lazy and it's boring. When we've finally got what we wanted, we wished that we could take back those words. And of course, I miss him. Very much. He's flying in 6 days. He'll only be back on the 6th of Dec but I'm off on a holiday with fam on the 5th. So, we'll only meet up on my birthday. To total that, we will neither be seeing nor messaging each other for 10 days. To simple that, not communicating to each other. God, hope that time flies very fast for that period of time. Ahh, I want to meet him so badly. How I yearn for his hug and kisses (: Sunday, November 23, 2008
Fed up with your indigestion.  Okay, so I didn't stay at home. My mom dragged me alllllllllllll the way to Expo to watch some old time singers from the 50s or 60s perform. There was alot of food stalls and of course, I couldn't resist the smell of them lest the sight of it. Bought tahu goreng and keropok lekor. Hehe. We went around the hall and mom bought a few brooches while she bought for me a necklace which has my name on it. It's not engraved. Customed made type like that I think. Okay idk lah. Honestly, I am fugging lazy to blog. Overall, today was plain boring and tiring. I swear I have to start on my homework now. Ahhhhhhh I just can't. My hands won't start moving and my handwriting sucks in the end. My brain won't function properly and it'll be full of fashion thoughts halfway. I think I need to be locked up in a 4 white painted walls with no windows, only one at the top of the room to get me off the outside world where there's a whole lot of distractions. And oh yeah, the room has to be sound-proof so that it'll be silent and I can concentrate more. Omg, whre in the world will I find that kind of room? And will I still be alive? :DDDDDDD To my dearest girlfriend who I've known for 4 years and now known as my second cousin (what a smalllll world),HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SHERRY!!!!!!!! I've sent you a birthday message when the clock struck 12 midnight. (: Hope that you have a blast on your birthday this year. So, that means you can officially watch nc16 movies. Sheesh, big deal. Mine is in 2 weeks. Lol :D My surprise to you will be on Tues when I meet you for NFL aye? *grins* And of course, I LURVVVVVVVVEEE YA! Saturday, November 22, 2008
I can be part of your deepest fantasies. I know this is the second post of the day. Who cares. I'm frigging bored and there's only mommy and me at home. So, I just came back from my date with him. I know I was supposed to do my homework but I didn't take a glance at it. It was just something to occupy my bag. He didn't have a heart to force me to get engage in something which I couldn't. Haha. In the end, we catched a movie and it will be a huge shock to you all readers. We watched "High School Musical 3" (?!?!?!?!?!). Very ironic, cause both of us kinda loathe HSM. No offence to those HSM fanatics. Different people have different point of views. And mine are negatives. We had no other choice on the movies as we used the complimentary tix. Sheesh. It's okay, it's free anyway. HSM was very draggy, and there's too many songs. I know it is called a musical whereby there should be many songs but its too much. Every emotions they have, they'll express it through songs. Doesn't matter happy, sad or angry etc. They'll still sing. In the end, there's no drama. Everything was all in the song?! I nkow I should complain this to the director of HSM but no point cause I assumed that this is the last of it right, since it was the senior year?! Don't tell me there will be "Life after HSM". Dang, they must have made alot of money from naive children who wants more. Haha. Overall, I had a fantastic time with him. Every moment spent with him was priceless. How I sometimes wish that time was timeless so that I can spent every single seconds with him. Those three words are never enough to express how much I feel for him. There's a villain in me; so sexy, sour and sweet.  I spent my Friday afternoon with Sherry and Ira. At last, I met Ira after not seeing each other for almost a decade?! Dang, how I miss her so damn much! We had lunch at MacD located at Civic Centre. Then chilled at Sherry's crib. Ira and I camwhored like hell and were making a whole lot of noises while Sherry was on her laptop. The three of us then watched stoopid videos on Youtube. One of the vid was held at a chalet by a group of ITE students. One of then dresses up like a "pocong" and tried to wake up his friend who was sleeping. In the end, the friend was sleeping like a log and didn't wake up. Or he already knew. I find it darn stoopid lah. What if he wakes up and died out of shock? Lol, maybe I'm thinking too far ahead. Meeting him later after his match and I want him to force me to do my homework, no matter what. I want to at least complete my SS assignment. No idea where we're heading. I know, we're always aimless when we're out. Maybe catching a movie too if there's any interesting movies as I have two complimetary tix only at Golden Village. He's currently sick and I'm being his personal nurse for today (: Friday, November 21, 2008
Magic rainbow on the horizon.  I received a call from the model agency of iModels yesterday and told me that my interview will be today at 6pm. However, when they found out that I was sixteen, in fact turning sixteen soon, a parent has to be brought along. I was like "whaaaaaaaaaaat?!" So yeah, I told my mom about it and she discouraged me from going because she knows that we have to pay for the makeover and stuffs. Well, it's true.We once followed my mom's friend's daughter who was in the situation as me, agent called and asked for an interview etc. When we reached there, she went for the interview and in order to be a model, she has to buy a package which cost over 200 bucks (!?) including everything I guess. I couldn't remember cause that was like 4 or 5 years ago? I'm still trying to persuade my mom to follow me. Who knows we might not need to pay? Please pray for me that I can at least attend the interview. If we're asked to pay, then we'll leave. Mommy mommy pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease? *gives a pitiful face* Okay I know I sound like a spoiltbrat who die die wna be a model. If you noticed, almost every girls wants to be a model. Maybe that's how girls are right? Posing for the camera, strutting their stuffs. Impress others by showing what they got. Haha, so ironic. Thursday, November 20, 2008
You are every breath that I breathe.  I know I said that I wouldn't go out of the house the previous post but I did, only to meet him. Most probably meeting him again on Saturday. Dang, he's flying in 10 days ): And he'll be busy next week. Sheesh, worse than a businessman. Sherry's birthday is this Sunday and (I could not post it here). It is confirmed that my whole family will be on a holiday at Johor from the 5th to the 8th of Dec. At lasssssssst, a holiday, staying in a hotel, plus the whole family consisting 5 members, going for a holiday. I know, it's crappy to have a holiday at Johor, but it somehow means alot to me. I don't care where's the place, as long as I get to spend a few days with my family. Everyone has been busy with their own personal life and now it's time to have a good time together. Ooooh I can't wait. By the time I get back, it'll be my birthday the next day. Yay! And he's celebrating it with me this year. I have no idea where he'll bring me. It'll be full of surprises eventhough I hate surprises (: No plans for today and tomorrow. So I guess I have to start cracking my brains (????) Ahh I don't want to. I'm still not engaged in doing any homeworks yet. I still want fun. Okay, I know I had enough fun and I should start working on my schoolworks for the sake of Sec 5 (-.-"). Oh God, hate it when it's all done just because I want to take O levels. Anw, why do I want to take it so much? It is so pressurising. I almost died when taking the N's. I'll surely die for O's. Oh well, maybe it's because I can't see myself in ITE (not looking down aye) or I just wna take it cause I know I can do it (?) Okay that sounds imitation. Lol. Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Sometimes I wished I could save you.  I'm not going out today, cause I'm sick and tired of going out. If I were to, I'll have to rummage through my closet to find an outfit. Sheesh I'm tired of doing so. I've went out with Sherry two days straight due to job interviews. God, finding a job is killing me. I still remember the day I went for my first ever job interview. It was nerve-wrecking and my palms went sweaty. I was afraid that I'll choked or talked crap during the interview. Well, that's normal. As I attend a few more job interviews, it was nothing. Now I feel so professional in attending interviews. Haha okay, not really. Oh yeah, did I tell ya that Sherry and I was approached by an agent who's looking for teen models for a Starhub ad I think on Monday? Well yeah, we were approached by that guy who goes by the name of Chris who almost startled us to death. Asked for our contact numbers and gave us his name card. Hopefully he'll give us a call soon (: I've not touched on any of my homeworks. This means death! No lah, I mean everytime I looked at those homeworks, I would keep skipping to other subj and in the end, I did bit by bit of everything. I've not even read 2 books for my EL assignment. Ah, leceh siot. Pray hard that I'll get to complete all this by the 18th of Dec, and that's like exactly one month away. Shitzxzxzxzxzxz. Tuesday, November 18, 2008
 Why do these people exists? Why must they ruin my life? What do they want from me? Or him? Why do they want to crush my relationship with him? If you're jealous, do something with your life. Don't tell nonsensical lies. And to the girl who is crazy over him, please wake up. For goodness sake, you're crazy over him yet you kept this all to yourself? Wait, not really. Your close friends do. If you believe every single lies that you've been told about him which is not true, then you don't deserve to like him cause you don't even know him. He is not the sort you heard from big fat liars. He is not the sort who goes around ogling at girls and do something in the middle of the night?! F to that person who spread that lie! I don't care what others say cause what matters is we both love each other. I know I have to face all those discriminations and the stares but I know I'm able to overcome this. Anw, why do people talk about us? is it about our age? Who cares? Or is it becasue I was with his friend in the past and now I'm with him, so they think I'm rolling or I have an ulterior motive? For the first and last time; I love him for who he is. That's it and nothing else. If you keep bragging and gossip abt us, that just shows that either you're envious of us, just wna find fault or not happy. Get a grip and get a life people. Nothing can make me change my mind about him and vice versa. Why can't I just lead a happy life with my loved ones? Why must some people disrupt it? If you have something wrg with me, face me. Don't involve others. Some people just hate to see me happy. People who are doing this are just immatures. Sorry to the girls who are currently fond of him. I didn't take him away from you. You're the one who didn't make yourself clear that you're courting him. I believe that no guys are courting me, so I have no words for the guys. Just lead you own life can? Sunday, November 16, 2008
Oh Romeo,  I'm frigging bored to death. Orang kahwin kat bawah block bingit nak mampos. If you can't sing, then don't humiliate yourself. Please eh, last warning. I still haven't touch on my homework, except on my Social Studies. I only did 1 SBQ qns. Haha I know, pathetic. I think I've found a new job. I'll be working at my dad's workplace at the Intercontinental Hotel at Bugis. I'll be working as a waitress at a cafe. The pay is the same as the one at the restaurant and I think taking this job is more worthy cause firstly, the place is very convenient and easy to find, unlike the restaurant which is located on the hill. Secondly, it won't be scary if I were to go home late at night form work. Tomorrow I'll be going there, along with Sherry, to fill up some forms and maybe an interview too, idk. Hopefully the job is not as scary as the restaurant one. Currently chatting with him while scolding vulgarities to Friendster. Basically because, it sucks. Whole lot. Okay he's gone offline now and I'm making a call. Cheerios! :D Saturday, November 15, 2008
My funny man.  Went to the workplace for the first time for a briefing and fittings on uniform. The restaurant is still under construction and will be completed plus decos most probably by the end of the month (?!) So in the end, I'm only working for a month? Sheeeeeesh. I liked the uniform though, which is black. The workplace location sucks, and I'm still considering whether to find another job. Better be safe than sorry. Training will start on Tues, which starts at 6pm til late. That's the reason why I"m condiering to find another job, cause idk if I'll have a bus ride home. You don't expect me to walk home all alone in the dark night right? AHHHH this is soooooooooo frustrating! Went on a double date straight after lunch. Met the guys at Raffles Place and headed to Marina Bay. Sherry die die wna go to the Marina South Pier but in the end, we didn't go there cause the bus was damn late. And I really mean, F late! While on the way back to the MRT station, the bus came (-.-") Shitzxzxzxzxzxzx. Headed to Burger King at Raffles City as the guys have not had their lunch. Talked and laughed, especially me and Sherry. Went to Fort Canning and took a stroll. He was being so funny till I can own some packs on my stomach due to endless laughters which hurts so much. I swear we were aimless and decided to head to Marina Square next. Sherry wanted to buy a drink at 7eleven to quench her thirst and something unpleasant must happen. Luckily she was with him, so the idiot won't bother her. Took the train home and I was frigging tired. However, I couldn't sleep due to some distractions. One of it was a chinese guy who turned on some chinese 'jiwang' songs loudly. And he was in an 'emo' position. Haha. He sent me home and shouldn't elaborate more. And oh yeah, he gave me his jersey (: PS: Friendster, go suck balls lah. Friday, November 14, 2008
Oh yeah, I almost forget, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, AIS. Eventhough I always bicker with you, I always reminded myself that you're my brother through flesh and blood. You're always the one who made me mad at home and I can sometimes feel that you don't treat me like a sister but I couldn't do anything. I just have to accept the fact that you're my brother. You're controlling my life by asking all your friends to spy on me and update you. Fine, do whatever you want. But I just hope that we'll stop fighting and be like a brother. Happy birthday. I'm tempted to pay attention. SONORE IV            Sonore was not how I expected it to be. I didn't quite enjoy it, especially the dance. It didn't wowed me, especially the contemporary dance. Maybe it's the instructor's fault. I only enjoyed Rossa's solo performance and the drama club performance. However, it was an unforgettable night for me, and maybe to a whole of others too. I was surprised to see almost the whole school attending the concert. Haha. Took photos after the concert and I didn't get to take a photo with him ): But I managed to meet him. Poor thing, so tired. At last, I can rest at home today. I've been going out non-stop this week. And most of my money has burned into ashes. But I'll be going out again tomorrow for the fitting and measurement at Orchard. So I'll have to wake up early and my dressing has to be presentable. How I wish I could just wear a pair of flipflops. I'm so lazy to dress up and I'm out of clothes to wear. Most probably meeting him tomorrow. Okay I'm lazy. Bye. 1. what kind of person are you ? -err, nice?? 2 . have you stead with someone before ? -YES. 3 . have you ever tried smoking ? -again, YES. 4 . who's your 1st boyfriend ? -Shahrizat. 5 . who was your last boyfriend ? -A big idiot. 6 . what is your greatest wish ? -to have a happy life. 7 . if you have a choice , would you want a boyfriend ? -I already have one, so I guess that's my choice. 8 . if a hunk woo you , would you accept him ? -nope. 9 . do you love your family ? -DUHH! 10 . do you love your friends? -Yes yes! Very much! 11 . how much would you want for your pocket money ? - How about 10 bucks and above? 12 . if you have $1 with you , what would you do with it ? - Keep (: 13 . if your boyfriend wanted to break up with you , would you cry ? - *nods head* 14 . what is your favourite songs ? - too much to mention. 15 . who is your favourite singer ? - IDK. 16 . do you like to read magazines ? - Yes! It's wayyyyy better than books. 17 . have you ever wear your shirt in an opposite ways ? - Yes, at home. :D 18 . you prefer a boy who is same age as you or a boy older than you ? - age doesn't matter (: 19 . is your grandparents still living in this earth ? - I'm only left with a grandmother ): 20 . do you love your grandparent ? - Yes, very much. 21 . what kind of movie do you like to watch ? - Comedy, horror, musicals, dance kinda movies etc. 22 . have you tried eating raw food ? - Eew, that's disgusting! 23 . what is your favourite food ? - Spicy foods which can make me cry. :D 24 . what is the name of your 1st pet ? - I've never owned a pet. 25 . what is your favourite instrument ? - The drums. Don't know why. 26 . who is your bestfriend ? - My boyfriend. 27 . who is the last person you called ? - I called? Him. 28 . who is the last person you chatted in MSN ? - Sherry. 29 . who last tagged your blog and why that person tagged your blog ? - Syafiqah. Begging me to do this survey (: 30 . have you ever tried to dye your hair ? - I wish ): 31 . how many earholes are there on your ears ? - 1 each. 32 . what is your favourite colour ? - Green, black, brown, white. 33 . how many links are there in your blog ? - Idk ley, about 10? 34 . who is last in your link ? - Hetty. 35 . who is first in your link ? - Sherry. 36 . who is in the middle of your links ? - See it for yourself. 37 . in all the link , who is the closest to you ? - Almost all of them are. 38 . in all your links , is there anyone younger then you ? - Yes. 39 . in all the links , is there anyone who is older then 20 yrs old ? - No. 40 . in all the links , is there anyone who is the same age as you ? - Yes of course. 41 . how many links do you want to have ? - I don't care. 42 . if your bestfriend / friend betrayed you , what will you do ? - They'll get their retribution. 43 . have you ever fell in love with food ? - I've always loved food. They're the best remedy! (: 44 . have you ever regretted doing something ? - Yes, a few. 45. what is your ambition ? - Idk, I just wna be successful. 46 . do you like a boy who is charming ? - yes, but I don't go for the appearance. 47 . in what situation will you feel that you're unloved ? - When I don't fit in and don't show concern or something like that. 48 . did you ever failed doing something ? - Yes, alot of times. 50 . now list 10 people who have to do this survey: - Everyone in my link. I got exactly 10 of them (: ..and whoever who wishes to do this survey (: Thursday, November 13, 2008
A face without freckles is like a sky without the stars.     TUESDAY: I loved Tues's outing. It was among the bestest and greatest out of all the outings we organised. We were supposed to celebrate Siti's birthday but in the end, it turned out to be our own outing as we were uncomfortable being with Siti's companies, if you know what I mean. We picked a spot at the end of the Pahlawan beach. It was the perfect spot for the guys to play beach soccer as there are goalposts and nice sceneries for the girls to take photographs with Zat's DSLR. Our lunch was pathetic as we ate instant food bought from 7eleven but all of us shared. Hehe. Sat down and talked about or childhood days in primary school which brought endless laughters. I swear we were childidsh as the guys was so engrossed with pokemon cards to beyblades last time. Omg it was hilarious! Also, the guys told me who were courting me and they were so desperate. HAHA :D How I wish I could go back to primary school and repeat it all over again. Before you know it, 4 years have passed and we're all grown up now. In a blink of an eye, who knows one of us will get married! Haha :D By next year, some will be goign to Poly or ITE, and some continueing to Sec5. I don't want this friendship to end. WEDNESDAY: Headed to Bugis early in the morning to pass dad's handphone which he forgotten to bring. Met him outside Intercontinental Hotel and he showed me around the hotel. God, it was so gorgeous and amazing. I loved the scent in the hotel. He showed me his desk and it was sosososo cosy. He introduced me to this friendly lady, who is in charge of the lobby. He asked if there was any vacancies in that area but they only wanted full-timers. My dad wanted me to learn something new like hospitality. (: Headed back to Woodlands and had lunch at Sherry's place. Went to Nad's house to see her kitten and it was sooooooooooooooooooo cuteeeeeee! (and naughty). Catched up on each other and Sherry was the manicurist of the day. Thanks. And thanks to Nad too for the nail polish! (: It's finally the day of Sonore (!!!!!!!!!!) I've already picked an outfit and I hope it's fine. Will be going with Shery, Hamid, Bai and Pok. Ooooh I can't wait! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Got me hypnotised, so mesmerised.  MONDAY: Had a wonderful time with the cousins, or should I call, the "OK" family. Haha :D I swear the birthday girl shopped til she drops, but there was some things she desired but didn't get in the end. Irah and I were like following everywhere she go, and we're more like her slaves on that very day. Well, in a good way. Lol :D Like I said earlier, I was bankrupt but I managed to fork out $2 for a belt. HAHAHA I know pathetic, but I can't let something cheap and nice slipped between my fingers right? Haha. Heading to Sentosa in a few hours time for Siti's birthday party. YAY! Can't wait to meet my ex-clsmates whom I've last had an outing with them last year (????????????????) But we managed to meet-up during Teacher's Day, but it wasn't the full force though. The same goes for today, not everyone is going ): Oh well, I'm sure they have good reasons for not showing up. I managed to persuade 2 guys. They were supposed to work today but they managed to take an off day after I've worked my magic. Haha craaaaaaaaaaaap! Okay I want breakfast! :DDDDDDDDDDD Labels: Can't get off this ride. Monday, November 10, 2008
Struck on a roller coaster.  SUNDAY: Spent the day by going to the lib with Sherry to complete some homeworks. But I couldn't. Sherry and I were distracted with the music on our mp3 and both of us tried to guess what song we're singing. It was hilarious. Anw, I wasn't in the mood to do any thinking. Yelar, da holiday per. Met him in the afternoon and I had a wonderful time spent with him. Hogged on the phone with Sherry at night and she kept letting out how anxious she was. Adelaaaaaaaaaaaah. Tak perlu tahu. To my darling cousin yand tersayang; HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, SYAFIQAH! May you stay happy always and may you be blessed with lots of love on this very day! :D See you later, and make sure bile da balik dari India, takmo bebual keling dgn aku. HAHA :D Will be doing small shopping with cousins; Syafiqah and Irah. It's been a while since the three of us went out together. We got alot of cathing up to do later on. Alamak, bile tgh loaded, tk ajak kluar. Skarg tgh kering, terbalik pulakkkkkk -.-" Saturday, November 8, 2008
I dream you into life.  I spent my Saturday with Sherry. We sort of went for job-hunting, eventhough we already got a job. But there are some restrictions if I were to work there, so decided to find other jobs but if there isn't, we'll just stick to the job as a waitress. Some things happen before everything began. Don't wish to tell the story but the moral of the story is, Singaporeans are sooooooo, idk what word to describe but, I'm just ashamed to be a Singaporean. I know I'm criticising myself and others but, they're just inconsiderate. When they see someone almost fainting or smth in the train, at least be kind enough to offer a seat but instead, all they did was stare (-.-") Kepale nk kene jitak je! For goodness sake, don't tell me you're only gna give the seat when that someone was on the brink of dying or alr fainted (???????????????????????) This is pathetic. I spent my money, again, on a flair skirt (yay!) and 2 tank tops which cost a total of 20 bucks. Now, I can hereby declare myself bankrupt. Yes, bankrupt. I'm cashless and all I can do when I'm in a shopping mall is to do window-shopping. I will be green in envy and make myslef mad, as I couldn't get the things I desired. Lol :D Friday, November 7, 2008
 I had a wonderful day spent with him yesterday. Catched 'The Coffin'. I can't quite follow the storyline but it was thrilling with all the sound effects. Don't want to elaborate more of what we did, but whatever it is, I loved yesterday. Spending time with him brought delights in my life. I couldn't ask for more (: At last, bridging class are overrrrrrrrrrrrr! BUT, the holiday assignments are piling up my desk, waiting to be completed. Pfft. I have no idea if I'm able to complete all those by the 18th of Dec. Why oh why must our school have such criteria just to go up to sec 5?! WHYYYYYYYYYY??? If I were to die because of too much homework, I swear I'll haunt the principal. I'll avenge for the rest of my friends who wants to go to sec 5 but suffered in the end. Let me list down the homeworks that I have to complete:
If I don't survive through this, don't be surprised. I only have less than 2 month to complete all this. Omg this is way worse than doing houseworks. Sheesh. How I wish that I can buy a knowledgeable brain and just store it in my head whenever I need to use it, especially when doing homeworks. OKay crap I know but isn't that cool? I feel that my brain is contaminated with only one aim; WORK. Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Never be replace,  I've been lazy to blog lately, but now I'm able to do so cause I've put aside my laziness to at least blog a post. Mummy's coming home today, a date with him tomorrow, and Friday will be the very last day of bridging class (exclamation marks). Can't believe I survived the three week bridging programme. I was hoping to die, but I managed to be alive as I still have the will to live (: My schedules are getting tighter and tighter. Damn it.
I know, I look like a busy woman who has a wonderful career and supporting family. Okay crappy. I'm thinking too far ahead. It's only a month yet I have so much to do. Sheeeeesh. I've received some holiday assignments for each respective subjects and I swear I can't go through this. If I really wna go up to sec 5, I really need to get my brain cracking and fingers functioning in order to succeed through the stupid interview (-.-") It's okay Ika, you can do it. For the sake of whatever, I think for future ah, I'm willing to do it. I've gone through hard times and dealing with stresses for N's but I'll have to face it once again it I were to take the O's next year. It's gna be wayyyyyy complicated but it'll take time. I've got alot of supporters and fans by my back to jiayou me all the way. Lol :D Labels: I'm done. Tuesday, November 4, 2008
I LOVE YOU AND I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO Y Saturday, November 1, 2008
There's a thousand words that I could say to make you come back.  It's the first day of November. So far, everything's well. I've done my house chores and I'll be meeting him later in a few hours time. I've got alot of homeworks to be completed and hopefully I'll be able to do so. No one's at home right now. Dad working, eldest bro lpaying soccer and elder bro MIA since early in the morning. He's having a match right now and hope he'll score a goal for me. Hehe. I've had breakfast which I had half of a croissant bread and a cup of tea. And yes, I'm full. No plans for tomorrow. Supposedly, I have dance leson at PA but I think I've made up my mind to leave that place. I was never happy, except for events. I feel leftout and I couldn't fit in. Maybe it's time for me to develop on my own. Anyways, I'm still young. i'm sure there's a whole lot more of opportunities lining up for me in future. I'm sure that I'll have a promising future too, if I work hard to go sec 5 and pass my O's with flying colours. I admit, I regret not studying hard for my PSLE. Okay I know, that is so cliche. But it's true. If I were to work harder, I'll be in the Express stream and I'll be cracking my heads as I will be sitting for the O's now. Also, I've gotten out of this school. Oh well, it's too late to say all this shits now. All I have to do is oray that I'll get the target that I wanted for N's and go up to Sec 5, I think, and work way harder for the O's.
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