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Perhaps man invented fire,
but woman invented how to play with fire.
not your juliet
Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am.


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Sunday, June 8, 2008

I spent my Saturday by going out with my mom, aunt and cousins instead of heading to Pasir Ris to watch the Dance Explosion Finals ): However, I didn't regret going out with my family as I get to eat Nasi Ayam Penyet. Deeeeeeeeeeeelicious (: Especially the hot and spicy sambal. *drools* Headed to Sim Lim Square to get my cousin's hard disk and PSP Slim. I'm not jealous okay! I'm not into IT and games stuffs like that. I'm only committed to handphones and Mp3/Mp4/iPod only.

Now, I feel like I'm a failure. I suck in everything, especially relationships. I easily slipped it off through my fingers. I don't want to go on like this, but I don't want my relationship to end too. I was just getting a head start but everything had to happen at the same time. I'm trying my best to overcome all this but I'm just weak. Yes, I do think the negative side but whenever I think about the positive side, I know it won't happen. It's obvious. I can't lie to myself anymore. I can't decive myself anymore. Cause the more I do it, the more miserable I am. This miseries just won't leave me alone. I don't have the courage to step up to it. I'm changing slowly but I don't realise. However, my boyf notice it. See, I can't hide it anymore. I'll have to face it. But how? I'm making my peers suffer right now. I don't wish to be a burden to them, or anyone. I don;t wna live anymore.