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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
currently listening to: Senorita by Justin.T im tired. im depressed. im sad. im angry. im frustrated. but im not happy. mye is in 2 days, and i really gotta buck up. i stayed back in school today to do my own self study. i revised on my chem but daaaaaaaaaaaamn i can get anything in my head. all those formuales and whatever shit just makes me woozy. some people have been noticing me and asked "why so sad?" or "are you okay?" whatever they ask, i'll just answer yes, but actually, im NOT okay. and i have not completed my art okay. thats worse. i have to get my batik done even before i cld submit my prep works. ohgoddddddddd pls give me strength to overcome all this. i cant bear to see myself in this state. i know for all the blogs that i post, its all about me needing to be strong and stuffs like that, but i cant help it. this is how i feel right now. errr, everyday. i gotta work this out. but im glad that i have my peers to support me. i remember having a chat with my mum in the bus. i told her how i was coping right now. i told her everything abt me cant make up my mind whether to continue sec 5 or not etc. i even told her that i was stress with whatever i am coping right now. i almost cried okay ): well, she told me to take it easy cause if i were to continue sec 5, it will be far worse than now. i agreed. she was considering of hiring a tuition teacher for me but i declined because i dont wish to waste their money. they've never spent money on my brothers when they were taking their national exams. and they still succeed. i dont want to be a burden to my parents. however, i realise that i shld make them proud (: ika, work hard. |