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Perhaps man invented fire,
but woman invented how to play with fire.
not your juliet
Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am.


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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

im tired of people pushing me around and telling me to do things. im not a robot ykno. im a human, and i have feelings too. maybe im too soft hearted but they shouldnt take advantage of me. and even though sometimes they think that its a joke, but i feel frustrated and i feel that im being toyed around. im trying to have self defence for myself but im just too scared to tell them off. i dont know why. i want to shut their traps up but at the same time, i dont wanna hurt them. or worse, they could take it as a wrong idea and there goes a fight. im trying my best to be patient, and slowly showing them hints the things that i dislike when im around. no matter how close we are to our peers, we should understand each other. better understanding will lead to a better communication and relationship. however, i always have to go through the hard way. its better for us to talk frankly to each other, but they just take it the wrong way and they'll start giving dumbfck faces, which irritates me alot. dont they understand?! urgh! i just cant explain how it is and how it feels like. im tired of being stuck in this situation and all i could do is to keep mum. therefore, the more i keep mum, the more they take advantage of me. when will they realise?! after i walk away from them? i think that they wont even give a care. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! whatever it is, if you se any white strands on my hair, dont be surprised. they make me suffer. at the same time, im not blaming on them. maybe my confidence is not there yet for me to confront them. i know this is complicated of me explaining how they made me suffer but im not blaming them and stuffffffs. i just dont want to lose anyone present in my life. its like losing one of your teeth ykno. i know its nonsense but its true! pffffft.

in life, everytime you get something that you want, in the end you regret? because theres always something better than what you've got. this is what happens when people just dont appreciate what they got. i hate spoilt brats, because they're just brats. they are too pampered and they act as if they are rich. but no. its a different case if the use their own savings to buy thier own stuff but spoilt brats dont. they just somehow "force" their parent s to buy for them. wtf. im not envy okay. im just symphatising on their parents. i know that they dont want to disappointed their child but, the more they pampered their child, the more advantages the child gets. i mean, if its cheap, thats okay. but branded stuffs????? confirm bankruptttttt. why wanna show off your stuffs when you dont even know how to dress yourself up? oh whatever.