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Perhaps man invented fire,
but woman invented how to play with fire.
not your juliet
Ika Marissa Waty; turning eighteen and happier. A very jaunty human who always look on the brighter side of life. However, I have my own set of flaws. In fact, everyone has. All in all, I don't want to be a competitive person cause when I do, I'll stop being happy. I'll be and live as who I am.


the crowd
Adeline Aini Amalina Aminah Amirah Fadzli Faradea Hamid Hanes Indra Jasma Jenny Jordon Jun Jie Liana Mizah Nad Sabrina Sherry Shiing Sophia Suhaila Syafiqah Sylvia Thomas Tobi

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Monday, March 31, 2008
i had enough of people making me the victim.


Sunday: i spent my day with these two maniacs; Sherry and Ira. all i could say is that, i had fun. we went to the zouk flee market and oh damn, it was packed. before getting there, we were lost. and i mean, very lost. ohyarh, almost forget, Sherry's boyfie, Aidil, and his friend, Ajib, tagged along (: throughout the journey finding where souk is, we were laughing like crazy and Ira made this two words which were damn funny, and we kept using those words to irritate each other. hah. you might not get it of what it means but the words were, abnormal. haha. so, finally, when we get help from a security guard, he brought us all the way to zouk. fyi, that was my first time stepping my damn feet into that club. so, all of us at least bought a something. in the end, i bought a tee and two tank tops, which only cost me 20 bucks! cool ay?! save me from drowning tears if i were to spend all my money. after being satisfied of what we bought, we head down to marina square and had our break at starbucks. i ordered caramel frappe (: took some pics as usual. after being tired of all the walking, Ira and I decided to head home while sherry, aidil and ajib are going somewhere else, i have no idea. reached woodlands interchange, and we bid goodbyes. Ira is meeting apan, while i went to the Popular bookstore to get some stationaries. then faizal called me, asking what we have to learn for phy test. in the end, i met him and faiz and fullah at the link house near my house. we talked and laughed like we own the place. haha. soon, it was 9.30pm and i went home. i was exhausted. OH SNAP! tmr is April Fool's Day, plus! Afiq's birthday! oh dearrrr, i havent got him anything. poor lilbro. nvm, i'll ask for an extension date. haha. :DD

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Saturday, March 29, 2008
i wont fall for your stupid tricks.

Friday: i went to the movies with some classmates and watched shutter. well, the boys were late but we're still able to make it to the cinema on time. i gotta say, the remake of the shutter is not as good as the Thailand one, the original piece. it was full of suspension and there were some undesirable scenes. ugh. after the movie, adrian and glenn went to some other places while sherry, soph and i went to have our lunch at banquet. i love hanging out with these two girls cause they always make my stomach cramp. we're always full of laughters and lame jokes. we camwhored in the library as it was raining. and i think that we're annoying the others. well, we are! even though after trying hard to hold back our laughters. haha. after having enough fun and spending great times with each other, its time to head back home. (:
Saturday: mom asked me out to Arab Street with my aunties and cousins to buy some materials for the upcoming wedding. as you know, i have a big family. and i mean, really big! when there's an occasion like a wedding, we'll buy the same colour and material and pattern and tailor made it to whatever you want, as long we're co-ordinated. that is what i love about my big family. United! :D and oh yeah, before we start to walk, we went to have our lunch at Haja Maimunah Restaurant. they food was like "two thumbs up"! fyi, i ate 2 plate of rice with the lauk-pauk(s)! i know its alot but, i have a big appetite ykno! while staying at a specific shop to buy our materials, there were inside jokes and even small fights. not that serious. after that, we went to have our early dinner. and this time, we ate murtabak! yumyum. i know, its a drooling sensation. i managed to survive after eating half of the chicken murtabak because it was damn spicy yaw! and i was damn full at that point of time. after filling up those stomachs, we headed down to geylang joo chiat complex by bus. it was packed! luckily it was a 20-min journey. then, the elders start going around and blablabla. biase lah, orang tue (: its been a long day and we're so damn tired. we were so lazy to take the mrt back home, but thank godddd, my uncle came and pick us up with his lorry. gerekkkk! while we're on the lorry enjoying the strong breeze, we were eating durians for supper! Haha how cool is that?! after that, everyone mampos just like that. once again. it was a great saturday! (:

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Thursday, March 27, 2008
i wanna kill her pretty please?

i cant believe what i just did today; i made my first police report! i know its pathetic for me to make a police report just because of a watch, i worn in the picture. sobsob. actually, i never wanted to make a police report but my teacher insisted because this is a stealing case, a criminal. i almost had the watch back, but it wasnt mine. my teacher found out that there was a adidas watch displayed in cash convertor. its description was exactly the same as what my watch is like. we went to check it out but unfortunately, it wasnt mine. its strap was yellow instead of white. eww. and its mode was different. mine was set to 12-hours but the other one was set in 24-hours mode. definitely not mine, and my hope was crashed down. but the police force will try their best to help me out. ohgodddddddddddd, i just want my watch back, thats all. it means alot to me. it was a "present" form my parents. my mum got to know about my missing watch and i could disappointment in her eyes but im bringing more disappointment to my dad. i just want this to end soon as soon as i get my watch back. well, hopefully. and like what they say, shit happens. but this way too more than a shit to happen! i wonder if the culprit has brains? hmm, dont they think before they act? what can i say, immatures. they get what they want, but they never think of the consequences. and i really really fcking hope that the culprit will the suspect that we suspected all along. her actions were way too obvious for her to deny. but for now, we are assuming that we dont have any suspects because we dont have any evidence/proof. somehow or rather, a few students and teachers saw her action/behaviour and whatever they said, it was all linked together. whoever the culprit is, they'll get retribution.

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
traumatised.

It has been a fucking upsetting traumatising day for me. i dont wish to elaborate but whatever it is, just get this: MY NEW WHITE ADIDAS WATCH HAS BEEN STOLEN! i dont wish to elaborate how it happened and what happened cause if i just keep explaining it, tears will keep rolling down my cheeks. now i just dont know how to face my parents and tell them the reality story about "A Stolen Watch". sureky, they wont buy for me the new one but definitely buy me those cheapo type that dont last long. pfft. ohgoddddddddddd, however, ive learned my lesson. and somehow, i dont wish to pint point fingers but its too obvious. should i tell? errrrr, no? IDK. i hate being in this situation. and my eyes have gone sore and swollen. my throat went dry and i dont wish to talk. but everything just happened in a blink of an eye. i just wish that theculprit will be able to returned my watch back and that person is the suspected one.

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

im tired of people pushing me around and telling me to do things. im not a robot ykno. im a human, and i have feelings too. maybe im too soft hearted but they shouldnt take advantage of me. and even though sometimes they think that its a joke, but i feel frustrated and i feel that im being toyed around. im trying to have self defence for myself but im just too scared to tell them off. i dont know why. i want to shut their traps up but at the same time, i dont wanna hurt them. or worse, they could take it as a wrong idea and there goes a fight. im trying my best to be patient, and slowly showing them hints the things that i dislike when im around. no matter how close we are to our peers, we should understand each other. better understanding will lead to a better communication and relationship. however, i always have to go through the hard way. its better for us to talk frankly to each other, but they just take it the wrong way and they'll start giving dumbfck faces, which irritates me alot. dont they understand?! urgh! i just cant explain how it is and how it feels like. im tired of being stuck in this situation and all i could do is to keep mum. therefore, the more i keep mum, the more they take advantage of me. when will they realise?! after i walk away from them? i think that they wont even give a care. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! whatever it is, if you se any white strands on my hair, dont be surprised. they make me suffer. at the same time, im not blaming on them. maybe my confidence is not there yet for me to confront them. i know this is complicated of me explaining how they made me suffer but im not blaming them and stuffffffs. i just dont want to lose anyone present in my life. its like losing one of your teeth ykno. i know its nonsense but its true! pffffft.

in life, everytime you get something that you want, in the end you regret? because theres always something better than what you've got. this is what happens when people just dont appreciate what they got. i hate spoilt brats, because they're just brats. they are too pampered and they act as if they are rich. but no. its a different case if the use their own savings to buy thier own stuff but spoilt brats dont. they just somehow "force" their parent s to buy for them. wtf. im not envy okay. im just symphatising on their parents. i know that they dont want to disappointed their child but, the more they pampered their child, the more advantages the child gets. i mean, if its cheap, thats okay. but branded stuffs????? confirm bankruptttttt. why wanna show off your stuffs when you dont even know how to dress yourself up? oh whatever.